Secret Diary

最佳女配角

2010-12-28T22:27:00.002+08:00

有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃；
有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单；
有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影,突然就想起一个人的脸；
有时候,突然很想哭,却难过的哭不出来；
有时候,夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓；
有时候,突然找不到自己，把自己丢了。

FRIDAY 24 DECEMBER (CHRISTMAS EVE)

This year I celebrated Christmas with my family,

we ate Christmas Dinner at Northpoint Teppanyaki

It was super duper delicious...!

I ate like 2 bowls of rice...!

At night I listened to Christmas Songs

and celebrate at Habbo.

SATURDAY 25 DECEMBER (CHRISTMAS)

I went to Mathematics Tuition in the morning,

received a pen from Mr Gan as christmas gift

Then stayed at home.

MONDAY 27 DECEMBER

Yesterday we celebrated Yewhui's birthday by going to the Siloso Beach!

We meet at Yishun Mrt at about 1pm,

then we took the taxi there

Once we reached there, it was like raining (BOO~!)

Luckily it stopped raining ...

And we went to rent bicycle for 1 hour ...!

Not really nice as I expected

'cos there's alot of cars,

and I'm kind of noob in cycling

(THANKS TO YUXIN FOR EXCHANGING HER BIKE WITH ME, SO SWEEET~~~)

After cycling, each of us took a balloon HAHA!!

I took a bright pink one

Then we went to the beach for a short walk and...

CAMWHORING!

(NICE BEACH VIEW TAKEN BY MEEE~~)

(THANKS TO YEWHUI&XUEQI FOR HELPING ME TO TAKE PICTURES...!)

After that, Xueqi wrote our wishes on the balloon and let it fly to the sky~~

LOL @ Xueqi's chinese...!

Sorry to Liuying that we forgot her balloon ...!

After that we clean ourselves up nearby,

but suddenly don't why we started to splash water to one another!!!

(YUXIN HAPPENED TO TOOK THIS PICTURE WHEN WE'RE PLAYINGG)

Soon we took a long bus ride + mrt ride back to Yishun.

Something went wrong and everyone was upset.

At night I received a call and it was a misunderstanding.

Haixx, I think we need a group talk very soon ...

Tears,

2010-12-20T00:42:00.001+08:00

HELLOO everyone!!!

Gonna update everything about chalet and stuffs!!!

14 DECEMBER TUESDAY

I meet 四姑妈, Yugui, Anny cousin and her kids at Yishun MRT on 11.30am

We took a long ride to the Tampiness Mall to meet 三姑妈.

Then when we reached there, we went to buy some groceries for the chalet at the supermarket

After shopping for groceries, we waited for 二姑妈's car to bring us to the chalet.

The chalet we're staying is SAF Seaside Resort.

The chalet resort is really beautiful and comfy!!!

After settling down and moving the luggages,

Jacqueline and I went to the beach while Yugui played with the laptop.

The scenery is AWESOMEE!!!

We took a lot of pictures while exploring around and visiting the seaside....!

Here are some of the pictures that I really like,

THANKS TO JACQUELINE'S AWESOME PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS <3333

Nice place there ^^

BEACH !!!

WOOHOO my favourite picture!
THANKS FOR JACQUELINE'S AWESOME PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS x2!!!!!

Click here to see more photos on 14/12!

15 DECEMBER WEDNESDAY

I woke up 7am in the morning.

I brush my teeth, wash my face and ate my breakfast which is so yummy!

We went to the beach to play sandcastles.

Sadly it rains really soon and we have to get back

We came back to our chalet and had a quick shower.

Then we enjoyed Spaghetti for our lunch, SUPER DUPER YUMMY!!!!

After that, we use the wifi connection in the laptop and iPhone

We also played with poker cards...!

We played Cheat, had a very fun time!!! HAHA

We also played Badminton outside, having cramps now >_<"

At night, Felicia and Hao Quan reached our chalet and we had our BBQ!!!

MY YUMMY CHICKEN WINGS, MARSHMALLOWS, CHEESE HOTDOGS AND MORE!!! MMMMM....

After eating and playing laptop again, I moved to Jacqueline's house to stay over,

because there isn't much space in our chalet for all of us to sleep.

PICTURES ON 15/12

16 DECEMBER THURSDAY

Today I woke up at 8am!

Had a great sleep at Jacqueline's house!

We had our breakfast and travel back to the chalet...!

Then we went to the Beach.

We collect beautiful seashells,

build sandcastles and dig a very big hole!

I had loads of fun!!!

Then we had lunch and played badminton.

Suddenly there's constant big wind and we decided to fly our kite.

It was a success!

AND IT WAS MY FIRST TIME FLYING A KITE!

It was so AWESOME !!

Unfortunately, it started to rain and we can't fly our kite anymore

17 DECEMBER FRIDAY

BOO it's the last day.

We went to the beach for the last time and collect seashells !

I collected a lot of beautful seashells,

gotta keep them as memory

Then we packed our stuff,

and took a long bus ride to home.

I slept for awhile when I'm on the bus.

Then I ate lunch at Ah Ma house,

then home sweet home~~

PICTURES FROM 16/12 - 17/12

I had really loads of FUN!!!

Very soon, school is gonna reopen,

Not really looking forward to it though

Hope everything will be fine ...

单纯，

2010-12-11T23:38:00.002+08:00

我想每个人刚刚来到这个世界的时候，都是单纯而善良的。
不是我们不能坚守最初的纯净和美好，
只是更多时候没有任何掩饰和防护的我们，
被伤害了，知道痛了，才发现原来不是所有的微笑都能够换得尊重和拥抱。
于是我们学着去适应，或者说学着改变，
变的不再单纯，变的学会伪装，变得不再是最初的自己。

HELLO,

It's been a long time since I have updated,

I have loads of things to post about!!

My cousin from Australia just came to Singapore on 7/12 with her baby called Ryan

The baby is so cute!!!

Love his cute smile!!!

Click here for the photos taken recently...

Today I went for Math Tuition,

then I started to do my Biology Notes when I reach home.

It was already almost 7 by the time I've finished it.

Took a shower and went to Ah Ma House by car.

Saw the baby again, took photos too

I was really tired when I came back,

but still, I wanna post about it on my blog,

and my blog is pretty dead anyway ...

BTW,

I'll be away for Family Chalet from 14 Dec - 17 Dec

Hopefully it will be fun

But there's wifi, so if there's time I'll update

If not, I'll update when I reach home

I'm still alone,

2010-11-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

一个人的世界：
病了，一个人扛；烦了，一个人藏；
痛了，一个人挡；街上，一个人逛；
路上，一个人想；晚上，一个人的床……
慢慢地习惯了一个人的生活，
变得沉默、变得冷落、没了想理、不想说、不想看……
我不是高傲，也不是胡闹，是厌倦了所有的依靠。

Sorry for not updating~~~

I don't know why recently I don't have the mood to update

Yesterday I went shopping with Liuying, Yuxin and Xueqi at Orchard Road.

We walked to the Far East Plaza to shop

Took some pictures there too

Click here for the photos.

Today during the noon I went for Biology Tuition,

went there for about 3 hours.

Really tired

After that I brought Ah Ma for dinner to treat her.

Happy Belated Birthday Ah Ma!!!!

I didn't celebrate with her on the exact day because she wasn't free.

Hope that she enjoyed the dinner.

402th POST!!! - SHOOTING STARS,

2010-11-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

小时候，希望自己快点长大，
长大了，却发现遗失了童年；
单身时，开始羡慕恋人的甜蜜，
恋爱时，怀念单身时的自由。
很多事物，没有得到时总觉得美好，
得到之后才开始明白：我们得到的同时也是在失去。

Today early in the morning I woke up at 5am.

I took my camera and my iPhone and went outside the corridor to search for shooting stars.

I was kind of surprised that nobody actually woke up, or nobody actually know it.

The stars on the night sky was shining really brightly unusually.

And there's a lot of stars today, unlike other days.

however, I couldn't find any moon.

The name of the shooting star in chinese is called 狮子座流星雨

I researched about it and the scientist said it only appear once in a 16 years time.

Finally saw it at about 5.16am,

I have never seen a shooting star before.

I closed my eyes and made a wish, hope that it could come true ...

I think I am quite lucky 'cos some of them in Wei Bo didn't manage to see the shooting star.

The shooting star isn't really obvious, and almost transparent.

It looks really fragile, but strong at the same time.

Unfortunately my camera didn't manage to capture that beautiful moment.

I promised myself, when I grow up and there's shooting stars,

I'll definitely go to a dimmer place and invest a better camera to capture that moment as a piece of memory.

Initially I wanted to go to BLK 102 to ask for the details of the piano lessons.

However, I wanted to sleep and postpone it to tomorrow

Life's tiring sometimes.

I just wanna take a break.

为什么人总是要把这么简单的东西弄得那么复杂？

难道我们不能单纯一点，

这样世界不是更美好吗？

他们说人变得自私是因为想保护自己，

难道我们就不能放掉仇恨，

互相退一步吗？

TAKECARES,

2010-11-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO, sorry for not updating !!!

I was trying to post the videos but keep failing ... !!!

I was away for CLIQUE CHALET from 01 NOV to 03 NOV,

and I'm going to update about it ...!

During chalet,

I used my iPhone to wrote down what happened at the end of each day,

and keep it as a small diary.

The iPhone App I used is MomentDiary

It's really simple and easy to use.

Here's what I wrote during the three days ...

NOVEMBER 1, MONDAY

Today we went to WILD WILD WET

It was my first time going to Wild Wild Wet,

I was really excited!!!

Xueqi was angry with me initially because I hit her.

SORRY!!!

I even hit my arm and face 100 times harder as apology.

And received a lot of wierld looks from passerbys

When we're in the Wild Wild Wet, we played the U-SLIDE,

Shiok River, Tsunami and more!

The U-Slide was so 刺激！

After Wild Wild Wet, we started our fire at the BBQ pit and started BBQ!

Xueqi is so "man" because she dares to touch the raw cold chicken, (which all of us including me don't)

Thanks to Yuxin's Mum for BBQ-ing us delicious satays and chicken wings!

We also played Poker Cards,

I won 5 blackjacks unexpectedly!!! WOOHOO~~

Hope tomorrow will be great day ....

NOVEMBER 2, TUESDAY

You guys can take a good look at my "gorgeous" nails,

thanks to Yewhui and Xueqi for painting them while I was sleeping like a pig at 3am.

Xueqi even use brow pencil to draw on my cheeks, eyebrows and all over my face.

I know I'm pretty and you're jealous, HAHA !!! (JUST KIDDING)

It's my first time being pranked like this,

太过分了！

But it's just for fun haha!

Luckily cleanser can clean off the black marks on my face,

but not the "gorgeous" nail polish!!!!

Btw, thanks to Yuxin for lending me her cleanser

After eating our breakfast and slacking in the living room,

we went for Bowling.

I have to say,

I AM REALLY LOUSY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I actually got 3 0s initially !

Luckily I got one spare and started to catch up.

In the end I got the second among us with the score of 51.

Xueqi actually got first with the score of 71, that's really pro!

After bowling, we went to cycle around the park.

Xueqi and I rent a double bike because I don't know how to cycle.

Xueqi sit at the front while I sit at the back.

It was really fun and cooling!

And Xueqi is so MAN!! HAHA!!!

We also went to 放天灯,

first time doing that.

I wrote down my wishes on it, wishing everyone could be healthy and happy.

Today we went cycling too.

This time, it's me who have to learn how to ride a bicycle.

I spent about half an hour or more to be able to master the basics.

Thanks to my AWESOME teachers - Jiat, Serene, Xueqi, Yewhui and Yuxin.

and YAYYY, I finally know how to ride a bicycle!!!

YAYY, I know you will be like "eeeew wth you're 14 years old and now you then know how to ride?!",

Yeah I know I such a failure

BUT AT LEAST I KNOW HOW TO RIDE NOW, YAYYY

Unfortunately I got a cut on my feet and stopped cycling 10 minutes earlier (that's abit sissy )

After that we went to the arcade near the swimming pool.

We played the drum and the "green, blue, red button game" (I forgot its name) with Liuying and Xueqi.

After that we packed up and took bus to Northpoint (thanks to Liuying's dad for driving us to the bus-stop)

We went to TimeZone, walked around and went back home.

Thanks to my dear friends for giving me a fun 3 day 2 night chalet!

I will miss you all loads, especially when we're not in the same class anymore!!

Here's the video I made for all of you...

Sorry for the poor quality as I cannot upload the HD quality in Youtube (Idk why)

Hope you guys love my video!

SCIENCE CENTRE TRIP

2010-10-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!

Yesterday we went to the Science Centre

Took a lot of pictures,

Saw this thingy that move along with the music

It looks disgusting but interesting at the same time, idk?

We also went to the VIRTUAL BARBER SHOP

There's a headset and we had to put it on to hear/feel the cutting of your hair

We also went into a small cute house which I played when I was 4-5 years old

We also camwhored at the mirrors

Me and Lucille's handprint

Work made using coloured rice

Saw a monkey too

HAHA, we were throwing those white balls at one another,

group photo taken

Nice flooring

Have fun!!!

Probably this will be our last learning journey together cos we're going to be in different classes,

so yeah,

that's all.

Happy Birthday Milky!

2010-10-19T18:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MILKY!!!

Yesterday Milky turned 1 year old!!!

He's actually 7 years old in human age actually

I've seen him grew up a lot,

ILY MILKY!!!!!!!!!

I actually made a video for him,

Hope you all will love it (:

Yesterday was our final performance for Literature Play- TWELFTH NIGHT

Although they said it's Valerie's Group performing,

but some of the classmates from Kyler's Group also help Thanks for that

The weather was so hot

We won the Prize for Music and Sound Effect,

and we've tried our best.

Today at school during D&T lesson,

Almost all our classmates gathered together to play a card game called "Family".

Wahaha it was so fun, but full of injuries !!!

Hope we can play like this again next time

The Child's Eye

2010-10-14T23:00:00.001+08:00

FRIENDS are siblings that God forgot to give us.

YAYY !!!!

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!

我又自由了！！！！！

Hope my dark eye circles would quickly get off !!!

I have been staying up late to study and waking up earlier to study also \

I really hope my hard work would be paid off...

OR ELSE ...

I will cry

After school,

we immediately went to AMK Hub and watch this 3-D movie !

It was the 2nd time I watched the Horror Movie

AND IT IS 3-D !!!!

Quite scary in some parts, love the movie plot

Here's the trailer

Before the movie starts, we took some photos in the toilet

After that we meet Lucille and went to Bugis.

I bought a Pink Hoodie and iPhone Cover

We also took the NeoPrint !!!!

Love those pictures !!

Happy 46th Birthday Daddy !!!

2010-10-08T21:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!!!

He's 46 years old now.

Hope he can live forever~ (which is impossible)

Well, hope he can stay healthy and happy !

I know you really love me alot,

and I love you alot too !!!

Sorry for not updating ~

I was busy with my EOY,

which is torturing and tired.

Recently I have been taking afternoon naps,

because I've been mugging at night

Which results to dark eye circles

4 more examinations to take,

加油 YAPXINYI!!!! (and everyone else who are having exams too)

Today I had my art exam.

I actually don't have enough time to complete my final artwork.

Thanks to Jiahui who helped to "look out" haha !!!

My eraser bounced off to somewhere else

Thanks to Kyler for lending me his extra eraser,

or else I wouldn't have complete my work.

After the examination,

I actually realised it's under my table (I was wondering why I din't saw it when I was searching everywhere)

Almost everyone in the class is happy that their art exam is over because it will be their last time doing art.

However for me, I felt a little 舍不得,

because I won't be going for Art Stream next year,

and I know I'll miss art a lot ...

No more colouring while listening to music (okayye I think I'm crazy)

Well anyway, that's my draft for the art exam...

At night,

I brought my dad for dinner ( cause today was his birthday and I'm giving him a treat)

We ate Teppanyaki at Northpoint

It was so so so delicious !!!

I ate 2 bowls of rice

It cost $24.60 for both of us

But it's worth it

That's all,

I gotta continue mugging !!!

Seeya' (:

Probably after exams ...

LIFE,

2010-09-26T13:23:00.001+08:00

4 more days to EOY

I really hope that this torturing 10 days will pass by quickly

24 SEPTEMBER, Friday

It was the final performance in La Gallerie,

at least all our hard work has been paid off in this show.

Thanks to those that had contributed a lot,

especially our Director Valerie.

Winning or Losing is not the main point,

it's the memories we created that can be kept.

A few days after the Mid-Autumn Festival,

Mum gave me this "hat" and I took a picture of it

Full Moon,

2010-09-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO !!

Sorry for not updating ...! ( really lazy to do so~)

So this post will gonna be long one,

because I'm going to post what happen last week

14 SEPT, TUESDAY

It was Vani's birthday,

and we decided to come up with a secret plan to make it a special birthday for her.

After our Lit Drama Rehearsal,

Valerie and Elaine brought it the cake and the whole class sang Happy Birthday for her.

Haha, hope she have a memorable day.

And I have one, because I was smashing cream with Xueqi !!!

Both of us even smashed cream onto the teacher at the other lit group

I wanted to make Yewhui too,

but she seemed that she wanted to cry already,

hence I stopped it.

When we went to the toilet to clean up ourself,

Xueqi and Yewhui are having their "water fight"

And my poor camera and myself is at the middle being splashed on .

I got splashed too because I'm try to get my camera (although it is waterproof)

We took a lot of pictures on that day

I remembered taking a funny picture with Yewhui,

both of us make the "monk" expression and show Ramon that photo LOL!!!

18 SEPT, SATURDAY

We celebrated Mid-Autumn Festival on that day.

It was really fun ...!

I wore the black star necklace there,

but unfortunately it was broken now

We meet at the bus-stop at around 6.30pm,

and walked to Nee-Soon East Park.

It was my first time going there,

we went to the Bridge and keep jumping there haha !

We played Block Catching together,

haha it was really fun!!

After that we went to the playground and played Blind Mice,

it was really fun too !

After that we took some photographs

Click here to see the album

When night falls,

we opened packs of candles and fireworks and started to play with it.

Liuying, his bf and his bf's friend came too..

We went home at about 9++

Really have a lot of fun ...!

Exams are coming,

maybe this will be my last post until examinations ended.

Good Luck to everyone for your EOY!

ICE-CREAM,

2010-09-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

Today morning I had maths tuition,

and then I meet Jacqueline at Macdonalds to study.

Thanks to Jacqueline for treating me French Fries and Green Tea

We studied from 3+ all the way till 4++

Then we went to ah ma house for dinner and meet up with Hao Quan and Yugui.

After dinner, we went back to NorthPoint again,

we went to the Library to study again.

Then went back to ah ma house.

I returned home earlier than them because I'm really tired.

My eyes are half-closed now,

gotta sleep now.

GOODNIGHT .

STEP UP 3D IS LOVED .

2010-09-10T13:58:00.001+08:00

Friends are angels without their wings.

Yesterday I went out with Yuxin and Liuying.

Had a lot of fun, but tired at the same time.

Thanks for going out with me !

Click here to view the pictures taken.

I meet with Liuying at Yishun Mrt Station on 10.10am,

and we headed to AMK Hub to watch movie.

This movie is super duper freaking awesome !!!

You guys have to watch it in 3D,

it's mainly about dance and love.

Although I'm not really into dancing,

however this movie is still really great !!!

Trailer above ^^^

After the movie,

we bought some candies from Mini Toons and headed to Bugis to meet Yuxin.

We went to the KFC to have our lunch.

I only had cheese fries and colestraw while Liuying had snackers.

When we're shopping at Bugis Street,

we lent money from Yuxin because we din't have enough money.

PAISEH YUXIN!!!!

I bought a pink and black checkered shirt, one denim hair accessory,

1 pair of black star earrings, 1 pair of black geek specs and 1 magazine that has Bang Bang Tang !

Hope we can go there again,

I will bring more money next time !!!

After shopping,

we went to the temple and pray for good luck in our examinations.

I went to 求签 and it was a good sign.

I then go for 解签 for $1.

The old uncle said that I have to stay happy and don't think so much to get good results.

It was quite accurate because I was kind of stressed over examinations because they are round the corner.

I've planned on when to study,

hopefully I can get good results. . .

After that,

we headed back to Northpoint and camwhored at the toilet.

Then we went back home by bus.

I had a fun day yesterday !~

Hope we can go out next time after the EOY !!!

Rollercoaster.

2010-09-04T22:14:00.002+08:00

Woots!!

I can finally upload the video online ~~

But I can only do that in Youtube,

Facebook takes forever to load finish ...!

Sorry for the late update ~

1 SEPT 2010

We meet at Yishun Mrt Station on 9.30am in the morning.

Then we headed to Pasir Ris.

We took a bus ride to Escape Theme Park.

Initially, it was very quiet because we went there early.

We bought the tickets and headed to sit the Pirate Ship

It was really thrilling !!!

I sit at the back with Yuxin because it will be more fun,

I waved my hands up when we went up.

You can actually feel the gravity and pressure,

and your stomach will feel awful sometimes.

But it was so fun !!!

Too bad I couldn't take pictures during the ride ...

After that, we went to the Haunted House.

I was like holding on to Yuxin really tightly (because I'm scared of ghosts)

But I am still curious to try it out.

It was not really scary,

but just really dark,

and I felt so insecure.

Next we had Water Slide,

I think I tried that for like more than 3 times.

It was so freaking exciting and fun !!

And surprisingly, it's not so scary as Pirate Ship.

At first I was sitting at the front while Yuxin sits at the back.

I thought that I will be the one who will be wet.

But in the end, it was the opposite HAHA !!!

So we took the Pirate Ship again to dry ourself.

We also tried on the GO-KART (Racing cars)

We tried 2 types of tracks - Beginners and Advanced

Of course the Advanced Track is much more fun,

I was braking and braking initially,

but as time passes by,

I actually have the courage to accelerate to the fullest,

and I came up SECOND

But there's one time when I went too fast,

and knocked my car to Yuxin's

IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING !!!!!

We also tried the Water Boats,

where we can shoot water at each other.

It was really fun too !!!

Especially when I'm squirting water at Yuxin HAHAHAHA (evil me)

Me and Liuying tried the Water Ball.

I kept falling down,

and it was kind of dizzy.

But the funny thing is,

I get stucked when I was trying to get out of the HUGE water ball. LOL

That was like so FAIL

After that, we played the water boats again.

I changed my clothes and we headed home.

It was really fun,

hopefully I can go to WILD WILD WET soon,

I wanna try the U-Slide and the Tsunami !!!!

That's all.

Seeya !

THANKS,

2010-08-31T18:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!!!

Especially those who taught me,

really appreciate it !!!

Today at school in the morning, we did the exercise.

Sorry but I hate it

Then we moved to the hall for the Teachers' Day Concert.

The performances are AMAZINGG!

After the performance Yewhui, Xueqi and I went back home while the others go for bowling.

When I reached back home,

I took a shower and went to meet Shermaine and Sheron at Northpoint on 1.40pm.

We ate lunch at Long Johns Silver and waited for the others to come.

We talked a lot during our lunch as we haven't met for awhile.

After lunch, we headed to the bus interchange and took the bus to Northview Primary.

We din't went to Chongfu because Mrs Long is teaching at Northview now.

After we reached there,

I handed a Hello Kitty Card to Mrs Long (cause she loves Hello Kitty),

and all of us chatted for awhile.

MRS LONG CANNOT RECOGNISE MEEE (maybe because I'm wearing contacts and without brace)

But she said I have grown so tall

Soon we leave the school and headed back to Yishun Bus Interchange.

I camwhored with Mrs Long, and other ex-classmates.

Click here for the photographs taken.

When we reached Northpoint,

Sheron, Shermaine, Meihui, Sujing and Jiahui went home while the others went to Macdonalds to eat.

I had choco-ice cream, really yummy

When I came back from the ice cream place,

I sit back to my own seat,

and Jasper said, "Good Luck, Xinyi."

I know I don't have a good feeling.

Then when Chen Hao come back,

I realised that Jasper made me sit beside me ( WHICH I DON'T WANT COS HE IS SO ANNOYING)

Then Jasper was like laughing and laughing and laughing .

And I gave this expression to him ---

Besides that, what makes me feel even annoyed was,

when I was eating my ice-cream,

Tong Chen Hao took out his camera and take pictures of me like a lunatic without my permission.

Of course I avoided the camera.

He's so freaking annoying.

You know what?

I almost feel like punching his face !!! ( But I din't because I don't want to spoil my image and reputation )

And it's not like he did it once.

When I turn back awhile,

he quickly takes out his camera.

ARGH .

So before I finished the ice-cream, I quickly leave the place with Huiling.

Then I went home.

childhood,

2010-08-26T21:19:00.001+08:00

How I wish I could return back to the days when picking up a crayon is the hardest thing to do.

(EDITED)
Today I seemed to be more energetic,

because it's Thursday !!!!

Why Thursday???

'Cause I had 1 hour extra sleep YAYYY !!!!

And the lessons were not really bored, except for Literature and maths (sorry no offence)

Science lessons for today is really fun ~~~

We did the Freezing Point of Different Solutions Experiment

I paired up with Yewhui and we used the datalogger to see the temperature of the different solutions,

the solution with the most amount of salt actually forms snow !!

Yea that's my first time touching snow,

it immediately melts when it comes in contact to my skin (due to the hot weather in singapore or on my skin?)

See the snow forming on the surface of the metal cup??

So cool right?

While me and my cliques are on the bus to go home,

I had a very funny but stupid conversation between Serene, Xueqi, Yewhui and my conversation.

Xueqi: Eh Xinyi lend me your wallet.

Me: Okay *gives*

Xueqi: MUAHAHAHHAAHAHA *keeps the wallet*

Me: (don't have a good feeling) Xueqi give me back my wallet.

Xueqi: NO! Later at Yishun Interchange then give you ! MUAHAHAHAH

She said that because I'm actaully supposed to alight 2 stops before Yishun Interchange,

but she doesn't want me to leave so early,

because she miss me too much HAHAHA ;X

Me: Eeeeee so bad lie to me, GIVE ME BACK LA!!!

Xueqi: Nah give you back la ... *gives back empty wallet and keeps my handphone*

Me: 臭Xueqi give me my handphone :(((

Serene: Ya lo *tickles Xueqi*

Xinyi: *tickles Xueqi too*

*Xueqi have no choice but to surrender my handphone*

Yewhui: Xinyi, you know what? I actually stole something from you but it's just you din't realised it yet.

Xinyi: HUH? Really? What thing?

Yewhui: You guess :P

Xinyi: *checks wallet* I don't know leh ... What thing?

Yewhui: Later you reach Yishun Interchange then tell you :D

Xinyi: = = " EEEE tell me lah , I'm going to alight!!!!

Serene: Scarly she actually din't steal anything from you, it's just she lie to you lor...

Xinyi: YA LOR!! GOOD BYE ! *prepares to alight*

HOWEVER, I forget to press the STOP button. And the bus din't stop = = "

Xinyi: OH SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!! :( MY BUS STOP :(((

*Yewhui and Xueqi laughing out loud*

Xinyi: eeeeee 你们害我！！

* STILL LAUGHING *

Yewhui: Eh Xinyi you know what we stole from you marh?

Xinyi: IDK lah , you never tell me of course I don't know. :(

Yewhui: HAHAHA It is 空气!!! HAHAHAH

Xinyi: = = *speechless*

* STILL LAUGHING AND LAUGHING *

Xinyi: ..........

Xinyi: 你！*points to Yewhui* 你！*points to Xueqi*

奸诈！！！

Am I dumb or is it they are too good in acting?

SARCASTIC .

2010-08-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

I realised that I actually have a lot of things to write about when it's Tuesday.

Maybe because I have more time? lol .

Today Yewhui din't come to school because she's sick.

GET WELL SOON YEWHUI ( and my classmates who were absent too )

Lit lesson was quite okay today.

Everyone of us have to share something to the whole class and project your voice.

Liuying actually said a story about Yuxin (which sounds really funny to me),

and as for me,

I wanted to share some "inspiring" stories of people living happily in this world,

although they were not that lucky to have a healthy body.

But too bad for me, the bell rung before it was my turn to share.

Should I be counted as lucky or?

Today's D&T, we presented on our products.

I presented on my digital camera,

and yea, nothing much to say.

Then we did our practical work,

it was quite fun polishing and bending the plastic

After school, we went to eat Mcdonalds along with Weichen for Geography Project.

Yuxin and Liuying sort of "pangseh" us,

and Xueqi asked Weichen to go down first and wait for us.

Then Serene, Xueqi and I sneaked down through another exit and ran to school first,

while Yuxin, Liuying and Weichen were waiting downstairs.

WE HAVE SO MUCH FUN TRICKING THEM MUAHAHAHHAHAHA

(Yeah I know we are so mean)

When Yuxin asked us how we escaped,

and we said, "We teleported=D"

We even showed them how to teleport LOL .

After finishing the project,

we were chatting on the bus.

Then when I'm about to alight the bus,

Hau Xue Qi pulled my bag and said " DON'T GOOOO ",

and I can't alight the bus

Thus we went to Popular to buy some decorated papers,

met Shermaine and Sheron at NorthPoint.

Long time no seeee

I saw them staring at Xueqi,

and after they left,

I realised why.

Because Xueqi's uniform was tucked out,

and they thought she was a paikia .

( OF COURSE SHE IS NOT A PAIKIA )

Scarly, they may even think I became a paikia too

Well, honestly,

I think I did change alot in my attitude,

from Secondary 1 to Secondary 2.

Is it a good thing or not? :/

Collapsed .

2010-08-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a day I have been waiting for ~~~

It's the YOG Badminton FINALS!!!

The school gave out free tickets and transportation for some of the students !!

Me and some of my classmates are those lucky ones !!

AND GUESS WHAT?!

The teachers who went with us are MR Ng and MISS SOO!!!

She was actually very friendly ... (but I'm still scared of her)

(because I was afraid that she will catch my "feelers" and fringe)

All of us wore our new class tee there ...

We assembled at the Foyer on 4.30pm,

and took a group photo while waiting ...

( Click here for all the photos taken)

We took the bus and took another photo with Yuxin chiobu

Idk why our shirt became like this

I also took photos with Yewhui,

but they were those ugly photos that may affect our image if uploaded

Thus, I will not upload them and keep it private

And you guys just imagine how funny we look like in center parting HAHA

When we reached Singapore Indoor Stadium,

we got our tickets and booklets

As we went into the Stadium,

I was like "WoWW" ,

cause it was so grand and beautiful ...

We settled down and blow the cheering rubber/plastic thingy that produces sound when you hit them together.

The first batch who played is the Girls Singles,

BRITAIN vs. VIETNAM

At first I supported Vietnam,

but I have to say that the British player was so cool!!!

She actually fell down 3 times,

but what surprised me is,

she quickly get up,

and hit the ball.

That's something I really 崇拜 her

I think she's really strong,

although she lost to Vietnam .

Thus Vietnam got a Bronze for Girls,

and Britain got the 4th place.

Next batch is Thailand vs. China

All of us were like screaming and cheering for both teams,

and there's a Englishman who looks really affected by our noise level

He seems to be having an headache because we screamed too loud.

I felt sorry but I want to cheer for the players

BTW, Thailand actually won Gold for the Girls,

and China won the silver.

Next batch is the Boys Singles,

THAILAND vs. INDIA for the Gold Medal ( the Bronze was Korea, idk why he din't play yesterday )

Thailand won the GOLD for Boys,

whereas India had the Silver.

After the game,

we went to shopping centre to wait for the bus.

While waiting,

I was kind of quiet because I was tired . (and for some reasons too)

However, I had an unforgettable day.

Maybe in the future, I may not get to see the YOG because it won't be held in Singapore,

And I think every player has done well,

although not all may won.

POPSICLES .

2010-08-17T16:52:00.001+08:00

Sun-kissed skin
So hot
We'll melt your Popsicle .

Today's school was dimissed on 1.05pm,

it was quite early

Today's Lit Lesson was quite fun,

UNEXPECTEDLY .

We were splitted into groups and put up a short skit with different expressions for each group.

I was the same group as Naffilah, Janis and Javier.

We were given ANGER as our main theme

I had fun working with them

Although we only get 6/10 each,

but we have tried our best already

Valerie got 8/10 because she managed to cry during the skit (FYI: Her group's theme is sadness)

NO OFFENCE but,

Art lesson for today isn't really pleasant

Because of that teacher .

She was like screaming at us like, " LISTEN UP!" , "LOOK IN FRONT" for no good reasons.

Maybe she was in a bad mood today or she was just like that .

And she actually used 1 whole period to give instructions on what to do today,

which is like so ridiculous because it's like a waste of time .

Today D&T's lesson we did the front plate of our own yoyo using SOLIDWORKS

I did the wording as I LOLLIPOP!

Thanks to Liuying who helped me make the

Took pictures with Naffilah and Lucille in the D&T Laptop :DD

I fell in LOVE with MENTOS RAINBOW FLAVER!!! (random)

JOURNEY .

2010-08-15T18:32:00.000+08:00

All of life is a journey which paths we take,
what we look back on,
and what we look forward to is up to us.
We determine our destination,
what kind of road we will take to get there,
and how happy we are when we get there.

Last friday,

I finally ate 100 airplanes at school

Thanks to Yuxin and Yewhui who shouted when they saw an airplane flying past

I saw my 100th airplane at the school field,

I closed my eyes, put my hands together and make a wish.

I will continue eating airplanes when my wish came true.

Forgive and Forget .

2010-08-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUM and 鬼鬼 !!!

Hope that both of them could live happily ever after~

I did a birthday card for mum ( lucky she din't throw it away like last time )

She says it's ugly =="

But I've tried my best .

Anw, here's a cute picture of 鬼鬼 ...

With WANG ZI MUAHAHAHAHA !!!!

This week is really busy,

full of homework and tests and revisions.

And teachers who keep changing the test dates

Got my science test !!!!

Got 22/24

Wonder why I put a ?

Because if I read the question properly,

I would have get 23/24

1 MARK IS LIKE SO IMPORTANT OKAYYEEEE

Surprisingly today's lessons were quite fun

Had fun during Science Practical with Yewhui,

and with Xueqi pulling Javier's hair =X

And after school eating instant noodles with friends

Wang Zi to Guigui 's Birthday Greetings

Look at the time,

yea he's the first one to say "Happy Birthday" to her

She replied others but never reply him

Happiness :/

2010-08-06T14:03:00.001+08:00

Yesterday saw something that made my day

I know some people will say I'm very lame,

but I won't agree because I LOVEE THEM~~~~!!

OMGGGG!!!!! YAYYYY~~~!!

I'm so HAPPYY~~~!

Today we celebrated National Day in school.

We were encouraged to wear ethnic costumes or red/white.

I wore the school uniform with Yewhui and Xueqi because my red shirt is too small

Took pictures with Elijah's red sunglasses

Shooting stars .

2010-08-03T17:07:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating . . .

I have been lazy because there's really nothing much to talk about.

Today's school lessons were all conducted in air-conditioned rooms !

English Lesson - CR3 because of newsmaker

LOLLL me, Shaolun, Xueqi were like playing with the newsmaker webcam while Valerie is doing work (so hardworking) ,

I was laughing very hard when all of us were being dressed up.

Then Shaolun dressed me as Kim Hyun Jong,

and she asked Ryana to see,

then the whole wig and sunglasses and hat "flewed" to Ryana's pocket,

I don't know why but it was very funny!!!

Then I even put on moustache LOL.

Lit Lesson - At Old Library because of drama lessons

Sorry no offence, but I am kind of creeped out by the teacher,

she was like being so soft at a moment then suddenly screamed at us.

Chua tio .

When we were being asked one by one of our sadness and fear,

I said I'm sad when being alone,

and I'm fear of ghosts ( In fact I am afraid being lonely even more, but I don't wanna repeat the same thing)

Chevy's answer was funny, saying that he's scared of losing money.

Xueqi's answer is funnier, saying she's scared of dogs. ( THEY ARE SO CUTE )

Valerie's answer is the funniest, saying that she's afraid of coming for Drama Lessons !

Serene was so daring, this is the conversation between her and Vani.

Vani: YOU! What is Tableau? *looks at Serene*

Serene: Frozen Pictures *normal voice level*

Vani: Huh...?

Serene: Frozen Pictures . . . *very patient*

Vani: HUH?!

Serene: Frozen Pictures ==

Vani: HUHHHH?!!

Serene: FROZEN PICTURES!!!!!

Vani: HUHHHHHHHHHHHHH?!!!!!!

Serene: FROZEN PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nice one Serene

After recess, we went to CR3 again for Art.

We did the art project about Batik.

I'm pairs with Liuying.

And we started on the PPT while "talking things that don't make sense" hahas

Then we had D&T lesson at ITR1 ( i think?)

We learnt how to do the face plate using SolidWorks 3d

Very fun, but I have to use the teacher's computer because I'm reg 41.

And there's only 40 laptops.

After school, I ate lunch with Liuying and Yuxin.

Ate the super duper spicy laksa.

Then Serene came to meet us.

They went home while I returned back to school for ICAS.

I decided to go upstairs outside 1A2(where I have to assemble) and look up the sky.

While I look the white clouds moving slowly in the silky blue sky,

I was watching out for airplanes too.

I realised that there were many airplanes flying past our school.

Everytime I saw an airplane, I "catch" it and make a wish.

I've ate 77 Airplanes so far now

While I was sitting there,

I was thinking and reflecting.

I was thinking,

life would be so better,

if I could just look up at the sky all day and "catch" airplanes,

forget about the unhappiness, the stress, the troubles.

Why are we so unhappy in life?

Since we are going to die one day,

why shouldn't we just cherish each day,

why can't we just be happy the minute you woke up in the morning and said,

"thank god, I'm still alive."

Airplanes x3

2010-07-26T22:15:00.002+08:00

" A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe
in yourself. "

It has been the 6th day ever since you've changed.

I won't expect you to be the person I knew in the past anymore,

I know everything has been too late.

And yeah , it's all my fault.

Today's school were as per normal,

nothing to write about much actually.

As you can see these few days I haven't been updating or using the computer,

it was because my laptop spoiled.

At first it was lagging,

and I was so angry that I punched the screen of my laptop,

and the lcd screen was broken.

It was repaired but the next day,

it was spoiled again .

So today the laptop was sent to repair again.

The man said the laptop can't be fixed anymore because the motherboard has been shotted.

So he suggested we trade in the laptop and have a new one for a cheaper price.

Hence I took the Acer Aspire 4741G ( Windows 7 ) as it was the nicest and newest model there

After that,

we went for dinner.

I was super duper duper hungry .

xoxo,
XINYI

Ignorance .

2010-07-23T22:30:00.001+08:00

Yesterday we stayed back for the Literature Play Rehearsal.

We were acting out Twelfth Night

I was the assistant director for that week.

It was quite fun though,

we took some group pictures at the end,

Click here to see the photos.

Today is a mixture of sadness and happiness.

I din't expect all these incidents to re-happen again,

but nevertheless, I just wanna say sorry if I did anything wrong.

I know sometimes I am very annoying,

annoying as in very "curious" (or busybody/KPO) and sensitive.

But Aquarius are people who are very curious and likes to experiment on new things.

Sometimes I don't really mean it because that's my nature.

And whenever I am so "care" about your stuff,

it's because you are important to me .

If you ain't important to me,

why should I care about the heck of you?

If you are nothing to me,

why would I even care what you said, what you do?

All these small things I did is because I care,

yes I know I am very annoying to you sometimes when I keep asking you why you are sad,

why you are so strange today,

but what I get is just a cold shoulder.

Sometimes I really hate seeing myself crying.

It makes me feel like an ugly sissy crying like a gay,

I feel like telling me to eat sh*t whenever I cry,

I understand people hate consoling me when I cry,

because I'm way too sissy to cry over small little things.

It may be just "small little things" to you guys,

but to those who really understand me,

Family and Friendship are the most important things in my life,

I cannot live without them,

I rather die than losing them.

I cried when I think I am going to lose a friend when this continues,

I cried when my daddy scold me and says he rather not have me born.

I cried when I wasn't given an answer by you,

and you made me sat there thinking and thinking of that answer,

the memories flashed back through my mind repeatedly.

I can't stop those thoughts,

and I can't help but to break down.

Friends come and go,

old friends go but new ones go,

I can let go of the old ones and welcome the new ones,

but you just left way too early :/

I really hate how full of pride I am.

Sometimes because of friends,

I put aside my pride and apologized first ,

I din't care whether who's in wrong first,

I know both of us are at fault,

but I just pushed all the blame to me and said it's my fault,

I said sorry with as much sincerity as I can,

Yes with the 自尊心 that affects me,

I may sound a bit 敷衍 and unsincere,

but I just cannot help it.

I've tried my best,

and yet I din't get the response,

all I just get is a quiet and awkward moment,

with no sound in the background.

My eyes focused at your face,

yearning for an answer.

But your eyes were blank,

not knowing what to say,

and doesn't want to say anything either.

I examined the faces of others when you cried,

I know they must have hate me,

hate me because I made you cried,

hate me because I am a gay and they thought I bullied you or something.http://www.wretch.cc/blog/post.php?blog_id=mikimouse12

And make me the bad person after all.

Okay enough of sad stuffs.

Today it's my first time playing floorball.

I have to say I am very lousy (FULLSTOP)

But the game is very fun~

xoxo,
XINYI

Bubbles.

2010-07-20T19:21:00.001+08:00

My life is like a bubble.
I started out small and floated around
aimlessly.
My life has more ups than downs.
I just pray that I get to
my destination or the place I wanted to be, before I burst into million
tiny little pieces.

The friendship problems have been resolved,

everything was almost back to normal,

I don't know if you've read my messages,

but I know you treated me better than last week

Yesterday I saw a Cathay Movie Coupon saying that they were giving out 40,000 tickets for their 75th Anniversary ,

hence Yuxin, Liuying and I meet together to watch Despicable Me

We meet at 5.45pm ( which is quite late already )

so the tickets were actually sold out

No more movies are available now so we decided to shop,

We went to TimeZone and it's my first time trying to play Dance Dance Revolution,

not really good at it

Then I played Mario Racing Cars with Liuying.

Omg I just read something from Yuxin's blog and I was so freakin' amazed !!!

I went to search about this lady,

she actually predicted what will happen to us after 4000 years from now.

And the creepy thing is she is already dead .

Click here to see more about her and what did she predict.

xoxo,
XINYI

My Photogenic Life

2010-07-15T17:14:00.000+08:00

I am so sick and tired of my
life.
Who can help me tear away
these masks of mine that are lingering in my skin?

Sorry for not updating recently.

I actually wanted to update yesterday but my internet was down.

I was really busy on Monday and Tuesday,

so I went to sleep early after doing my work.

SATURDAY 10 JULY

I was in a good mood that day,

because I've removed my braces,

and my cousins from Malaysia finally came to Singapore ~~~

I haven't see them in real life for a long time !!! ( Although we webcammed each other occasionally )

They have grown up so much,

Ah Bee is already Primary 2,

She became so cute and pretty ~~~!

Took pictures with them and my lovely cousins

Click here for the pictures !!

BTW,

I don't care what others say but I LOVE MY NEW SET OF TEETH,

don't try to influence me,

I will still love my new teeth and you will go and eat shit .

TODAY 15 JULY

Today I woke up earlier than usual,

maybe about 5.25am,

I reached school on 6.24am,

I was sitting at the car to wait for others to arrive

( I KNOW I AM STRANGE , I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHY I DID THAT EITHER )

We filmed our horror movie when everyone arrived,

hope that the video will turn out scary and nicee !!!

Sorry,

I really hope we can return to the past,

when we were discussing about BBT,

when we were laughing and teasing each other.

Everything just don't feel right,

I din't know what's wrong with me sometimes,

but I am terribly sorry if I make you upset.

I really don't mean it,

I know I am very annoying sometimes,

but it's just a photo.

I did all this because of my fear of losing all of the memories we had in the past.

I'm so scared that one day I'll forget you guys ,

I'm so scared that one day we stopped talking to each other anymore,

I'm so afraid that I might be lonely again.

The unwillingness of you make my heart felt insecure and worried.

I know I'm selfish,

but I am so so scared that one day,

I might lose you.

( duh why am i crying . I should just go and bang myself onto the wall )

Sorry Xueqi,

for everything.

I know I have always been so mean to you in the past,

but I am very very sorry now.

I don't wanna lose such a nice friend,

who always doesn't get angry when I tease her,

and always there for me no matter what happens,

I remembered myself who stained my uniform with milo ,

and you were the only one who accompanied me to wash my uniform,

who accompanied me to dream about our future.

I may tease you and call you names in the past,

but now when I think back again,

I felt how mean I was,

and how stupid I am.

I shouldn't have treat such a nice friend that way.

I'm really sorry.

It's the first time that you became so cold towards us today.

I missed the old you,

the bubbly, cute,funny and mischievious Xueqi.

Sorry Yewhui,

You have always been such a nice friend,

who actually understands me more than I do,

who actually be the one who responds to me no matter what,

and always there for me when I need someone.

I don't know why I made you sad,

You din't want to told me why,

I din't know why you don't want to tell me your troubles,

but sometimes there's nothing to hide with friends,

we can always try to understand and help you with your troubles,

I din't know why suddenly we seem to be distanced,

we've stopped talking ,

we've stopped sharing secrets.

I din't know why your smile faded the moment you saw me.

Maybe you're too good for me,

maybe you realised that I din't actually understand you.

Maybe to you I'm just a friend who come and go.

But I always doesn't mean that way.

No matter what,

I'm really sorry for whatever I did that make you sad.

Maybe one day you'll forget me,

make a new friend and start your new life,

and we no longer keep in touch (same as Shermaine and Sheron),

but I really hope that until the rest of this year,

we can still remain as friends.

At least just friends .

Thanks to Yuxin

Who were always the more serious and matured one even though you're not the oldest here,

it makes me so shameful here 'cos I'm the oldest yet the most childish one.

You were always the one who made right decisions,

and who knows how to be a good friend

Sometimes I might say something that hurt you,

I'm really sorry.

I've been telling myself to be more careful in my words.

I know there's still room for improvement,

but I will try my best.

Thanks to Lucille,

who is always been such a cute and responsible person.

Your attitude towards life and friends inspired me to be a better person.

Thank You for always trying your best to cheer me up when I'm sad.

I'm pleased to have you as my best friend!!!

Thanks to Liuying,

sometimes I find you sort of lame when you're talking,

but I know that you are just trying to make us laugh ( but you failed ),

but we just do not understand the humor behind every joke you said.

However you're kind towards everyone you met,

especially your friends ( which is us ),

thanks for always giving in to me ( sometimes I think I am bullying you, sorry ),

and sorry if I said anything that hurt you.

I remembered there's the time I saw you emo-ing,

sorry,

I shouldn't have neglected you and left you alone there.

I am very very sorry...

Thanks to Serene,

for always being sabotaged by us to be the rep for Green Club,

and you never complain about it.

Maybe it's just a small thing to you,

but I'm still sorry . . .

I'm sorry that me and Liuying freaked you out when we were "examining" the fat/pregnant cat.

We know you're scared of cats but we still do that on purpose.

I'm really sorry . . .

I'm sorry, for nothing

2010-07-08T21:48:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry,

for everything .

Sometimes I know I am very childish and unreasonable,

but you din't know that isn't the real me.

It's just another disguise I always put on.

I acted nothing has happened,

but something is really wrong actually.

when I said it's fine,

or I chose not to say anything more,

it means I have a lot of things to say actually.

i will think and think ,

and think and think,

I will start to get sad,

I will cry,

and said that's because something went into my eye,

and smiled again .

But you thought I'm always fine,

when actually I am not.

You thought I don't care about you at all,

but actually, I do .

I just

don't know how to tell you about it,

about how much I regarded you as my best friend.

How much I think that you always know me so well even than myself,

but is that worth it ?

Is that really true?

Or it's just my wishful thinking ?

xoxo,
XINYI

K-BOX with Frienz !

2010-07-05T21:55:00.002+08:00

現實的考驗
我們說好一起面對
不管多久多遠絕對不喊累
期待　一次的美好的陰天

我們說好誰也不放棄誰

Today morning I woke up at 9am,

Ate my breakfast and dressed up,

and I went to meet Yuxin and Liuying at Yishun Mrt Entrance on 10.30am,

we headed to AMK Hub and went to K-BOX on 11am,

we sang until 2++ pm

Had alot of fun singing,

it's my first time singing with friends in kTV,

we sang songs like 雨爱，第几个100天，暧昧，庆祝，对不起，

我们之间，YES!, 老婆，沿海公路的出口，安静了，I don't care, Sorry Sorry and more.

I totally went crazy when singing 第几个100天 because we're trying to hit the high notes at the end ~

I did succeeded hitting them, which I am satisfied about

We ate chicken rice as our lunch inside the ktv ( the food is quite nice )

I ate Hainanese Chicken Rice,

Liuying ate Curry Chicken Rice,

and Yuxin ate Soy Sauce Chicken Rice,

ALL DIFFERENT FLAVORS

We took photos at KTV too ,

Click here to view the pictures taken

After the KTV,

we went to walk around AMK Hub and we bought earrings together,

We bought 2 pairs of earrings each

I have the white scissor earrings + black stars dangling earrings

Liuying have the pink scissor earrings + colourful polka dots dangling

And Yuxin have the blue scissors earrings + colourful hearts dangling

Aren't those earrings pretty ...?

We also went to take neoprint,

had fun deco-ing the pictures

I am the one who wrote BFF 4eva there in rainbow colours.

Love those photos ,

they were cute !!!

After that,

Yuxin were seperated from us cos she need to go to Toa Payoh,

I accompanied Liuying to buy something at Guardian.

We bought Milkshakes at Mac and headed home by bus.

I have a lot of fun today ~~~

However I was abit unlucky today. . .

Just now after dinner at ah ma house,

I was carrying Milky while walking down the staircase,

and I slipped and fell down.

I was so much in pain,

luckily there was just cuts on my feet, not sprain.

However there's a bruise at my back.

So pain

xoxo,
XINYI

Eclipse,

2010-07-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

I could imagine the frustration pulling his black eyebrows together and crumpling his forehead. If I’d been there, I might have laughed. Don’t give yourself a brain hemorrhage, Jacob, I would have told him. Just spit it out.
Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.4

Today woke up at 9.30am in the morning,

get ready and went for tuition,

We went to bring Milky to have his haircut too.

I had lunch and meet Liuying at Golden Village Yishun on 3.10pm,

there was a long queue at the cinema,

We went into the theatre and it was so crowded.

Looks like this movie is so popular

Watching movie with a lot of people is awexome,

the more the merrier.

We were watching Twilight Saga: Eclipse

There were some violet (or gross) scenes in the movie,

but it's still awesome !

Not going to leak too much about this movie,

Watch it yourself ...!!!

Here's the official trailer of the movie : ( in HD )

And click here for the official website

After the movie,

I reached home and I was shocked to see Milky's new hairstyle.

Here's the before and after comparison ...

Before (awww so cutee)

After (LOLLLL)

Poor Milky ...

The hairdresser cut him botak

because he has too many knots in his fur,

so he gonna get shaved.

Hope the hair will grow back soon

He was emo-ing the whole day because he's botak,

and now he has lost his confidence and self-esteem

xoxo,
XINYI

Smiles,

2010-07-01T21:24:00.001+08:00

The happiest people in this world are actually the ones with the saddest problems.

Today the school finally said that they allow handphones starting from next week,

but there were so many restrictions for this handphone thingy,

find it quite troublesome

School was as boring as yesterday,

Ms Seng made us stay back until 2pm

Today during class,

I find one particularly person who is so irritating that I feel like punching that person.

That person's voice just annoys me,

I almost wanted to tell that person to shut up.

I am starting to hate that person even more.

I think that person change a lot recently,

跟我好好的反省！！！

xoxo,
XINYI

Rainbow,

2010-06-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

Today school was pretty boring

Maths Double Period sucks , Sorry

I almost slept, luckily I have my sweets to survive.

I went to do a quiz from Yuxin,

most of the results are quite accurate,

here's my result for the personality test . . .

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

You can do the test by clicking here

xoxo,
XINYI

TOY STORY x333

2010-06-29T21:01:00.001+08:00

The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up.

Today's school is better than yesterday.

During the art lesson, we learnt how to do Batik,

it was fun

After school, our cliques (except lucille and yuxin) went to eat Maggie Noodles together.

Yummy

Went home early to finish homework,

and then meet Yuxin and Liuying at 4.40pm for movie.

We watched Toy Story 3 together at Northpoint GV,

the movie is AWESOMEE,

love it so much !!!

Cried at the last part,

it was so touching .

Yuxin cried too

Click here to see the trailer

Click here to view the official movie site

Some good reviews from celebrities:

I TOY STORY !!!!!

xoxo,
XINYI

First day of school :/

2010-06-28T18:25:00.002+08:00

LOL .

Yea , I that quote above .

First day of school is boring to me,

although I haven't been seeing my friends for like 2 weeks.

We had our new English teached called Mdm Woo,

she seems better than Mrs Deven ( I hope so )

I have been procrastinating to do my chinese newspaper article

Sianzzzz

Hope my school days will be more interesting ...

xoxo,
XINYI

The Last Day ,

2010-06-27T15:48:00.001+08:00

I got my flute and, holding it close to Bree's Tummy, I played a couple of soothing songs.
"It's working," Bree said, looking surprised and cupping her hands under her swollen belly.
I played more music, until Bree said that the baby has stopped hopping around altogether and was calm now.
"thanks, Sissy."
Knowing I had helped pleased me. So now I play for the baby whenever she's especially restless,
or if Bree asks me to.

During the june holidays,

I did one meaningful thing.

I read a meaningful book.

2 weeks ago,

I went to Northpoint with my cousins in the evening.

While Haoquan and Yugui are in the arcade,

Felicia, Jacqueline and I went to the library.

We're choosing books to read during the vacation

and Jacqueline reccomended me this book.

She said it was a sad book and she briefly explain what the book is about.

It's about a 13 year old girl called Susanna ( her nickname is Sissy ),

who met alot of sad things in her life,

especially in the month of December.

Her dad died in an accident when she was only six,

her mum had arthritis when Sissy was only eight.

And now, her sister Briana ( Bree was her nickname ), decided to flee to Los Angeles with her boyfriend, Jerry.

Bree got pregnant and Jerry dumped her.

Bree wants to make a good life for her baby,

thus she have a job at Wal-Mart.

Sissy is happy that her sister was back,

and she's looking forward to becoming an aunt.

And she loves to play her flute for the unborn baby.

But without warning,

Bree got seriously ill,

and Sissy and her mum have to make a decision,

that would change the baby's fate.

I took like a week to finish it ( it was a short book , but a great story behind it )

I really love this book,

and it was so sad that i cried while reading .

I borrowed it from the Yishun Library ,

I am going to return it next week,

so it would be great if you can find this book and read it .

TODAY is the last day of the June Holidays .

Can you believe it ?!

Time passes really fast right ?!

This month , sadly speaking, I din't have much fun

Initially I was sick for a week ++ ,

then I faced disappointment from my ex-friends,

I go out only once with my friends ( the class BBQ ),

the rest of the time is doing holidays homework,

using the computer (facebooking,plurking,dj-ing,blogging,or just staring at the screensaver thinking),

staring at the wall thinking and thinking and thinking .

I was at home most of the time,

the reason is

either nobody asked me out or I was rejected or I din't want to go out .

Sorry , but I din't have fun .

xoxo,
XINYI

Heart-break .

2010-06-23T02:32:00.000+08:00

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想得太多
只是怀念你走以后

Today I celebrate Fathers' Day with my family,

I know it's really late.

I was planning to give a treat to daddy on monday,

but we went to ah ma house to eat instead.

So we went out to eat today.

I gave a treat to daddy and mum, along with ah ma, 大姑妈 and her son ( which is my cousin )

Ate 2 bowls of rice .

I have been eating alot recently,

and supper for me every night.

Eating relieves my stress and instantly makes me forget about the sadness .

however it's only a temporary effect.

I was being disappointed again .

However, I am getting used to this sadness.

One word to describe my feelings now : Numb

Thanks to the people who consoled me,

I really felt much better after seeing those sweet tags.

Life's strange,

you seems to thought that he/she is the one,

but in the end it's just a fantasy,

the "he/she" may not be that perfect actually,

when you need him/her ,

he/she may not be there for you.

However another person who you don't expect will come and comfort you .

That person may not know for so long/ or you don't know him/her that well,

but at least , she/he 's there for you when you need someone.

Unlike the "he/she" you thought that he/she is the one.

( OKAYY , I am talking crap I know )

( Those who can understand I said above must be having an IQ of 200+++ )

xoxo,
XINYI

It's so pain that I cannot breathe anymore

2010-06-21T21:02:00.001+08:00

I love walking in the rain,
so that nobody will realised that
I'm crying.

Sorry for not updating my blog,

not busy,

but I have nothing to say.

Thanks for the people who tagged me,

I really hate making other people worried.

But I just cannot help it.

Sometimes I will blurt out words that may hurt you people,

I don't really mean it, but sorry.

Sometimes I just cannot control my emotions,

I don't really mean it, but sorry.

And when I was sad ,

when I need a comforting hug,

when I need a crying shoulder,

who is there for me?

There were some kind souls cheering me up,

thank you

But slowly, they have disappeared, one by one.

I felt so helpless and lost.

Was it because of me,

because of the idiotic me,

that cause me to lose all my precious friends...?

I prompted for your reply,

I waited and waited,

yet this was all in vain.

Is that so hard to reply me, my friend?

I hate being childish and make all of you upset,

but what can I do ?

Why is it always have to be so painful?

Why am I being hurt and hurt again?

I am not pointing fingers at anyone,

this is just what I'm feeling right now.

It has been a long time since I cried.

I think I've been lying to myself all this while.

I know I am a photogenic person,

but that isn't what I want to be either.

I also wanna be myself too.

But is it all my fault?

xoxo,
XINYI

I x3 my new camera !!!

2010-06-13T22:12:00.001+08:00

夏天是恋爱的季节

充满着热情的Summer Day

跟着音乐一起奔向海洋

期待能和你有一段夏日恋爱

Hello everyone !!!

I got a new digital camera that I've been thinking of it for so long !!!

Featuring ...........

SAMSUNG ST550 !!!!!!

I actually have the purple colour one.

It looks so sleek and cool.

And it has really unique features like the BEAUTY FUNCTION,

TOUCHSCREEN and CHILDREN MODE.

It also have different types of scenes (fireworks, beach, forest) and 1080p HD Video Recording !!!

enjoyed using this camera !!

My favourite feature from this camera is that it has a dual LCD screen !!!

it is the perfect self-potrait camera I've ever seen.

The beauty function brightens up my skin and smooths out blemishes !!!

SO COOL!!!

I've uploaded pictures I've took in my wretch and facebook .

Do check it out !!!

Here's one of the pictures:

LOVE IT !!!

Look forward to taking pictures with my friends using this camera ~~~

xoxo,
XINYI

Beach x3

2010-06-08T23:26:00.001+08:00

海浪拍打著節奏　沾濕沙灘每個角落
翱翔的海鷗　也為我們感動
腳上踢著沙灘球　盡情玩樂海灘之中
穿梭的你我　迎著風不退縮

Today woke up at 10am ,

had breakfast outside with parents

and meet Yuxin, liuying and lucille at yishun mrt entrance.

We took MRT and the bus 882 to Sembawang Beach.

Took pictures and video there

We went to find Xueqi and Yewhui at around 1+ pm ,

finally met them and went back to the beach.

We tried to pull Xueqi down the beach but in the end she managed to ran away from it.

Played the swing with clique and jiahui .

Then BBQ-ed .

Played catching with classmates too .

It was fun ~

Here's the video + pictures I made :

Hope you like the video !~

Reached home quite early ; around 5pm ...

Overall the BBQ was quite fun ( to me )

Posted the pictures onto facebook and wretch too :)

Check it out if you want.

xoxo,
XINYI

Summer is here ~

2010-06-06T15:04:00.002+08:00

我們要把手牽好
就像果醬愛面包
裝好滿滿期待用熱情來烘烤
甜密的味
道 QQ的微笑幸福只想和你品嘗到

Spring is almost over;

And Summer is here ...

Yesterday I went to have a swim at Aunt's House with cousins .

It's been a long time ever since I've swam,

felt so tiring but nice ~~~

My measles are disappearing slowly now .

Although . . . yeah .

Aunt's House is beautiful but small

I enjoyed my stay there though ...

Have been slacking for not doing Ace Learning ,

I have headache whenever i thought of ace learning test.

Wanna get good result for it but don't want to study.

It's holidays - ARE FOR FUN

Why are there homework existing in holidays ?

But I still do them - although I hate it .

In fact, I'm trying to chiong on them .

Don't make me feel neglected anymore :S
I hate it alot . =X

xoxo,
XINYI

loser .

2010-06-02T15:46:00.001+08:00

" sometimes you need to walk alone, just to show that you can. "

In fact I can,

I'm already used to it.

and I got tired of it.

I tried so many ways to avoid it,

to stay away from it.

I just want someone to accompany me,

even though he/she may not be with me at that time,

but I can feel his/her existence.

I can feel MY existence too. ( in your eyes )

When am I going to be freed from this painful torment?

It is pricking my heart, dwelling my tears.

It may seem harmless to you,

or maybe you think "o, xinyyi is such a PRINCESS. SO PAMPERED , CANNOT EVEN TOLERATE BEING ALONE "

But for us , ( the single-child )

the feeling of loneliness is sour, sad and blank.

There's nobody to talk to , lost in the direction on where to go.

You're like wandering in the forest,

searching for the right path to go,

every path gaves you the insecurity whether you made the right choice.

I'm not the pampered girl you may have think of,

that could not even stand being left out,

I do not have evidence to prove you I'm not ,

but I am not ( seriously ) .

Although I am . ( kay i don't know what I'm talking about ) * laughs *

Yes, my parents only focused on me ( BECAUSE I AM THEIR ONLY HOPE )

and you don't ,

you have to fight for your parents' love with your siblings,

that makes a difference.

At home , you will have your siblings fiighting with you,

but for us, we don't .

But you cannot say that we were PAMPERED as a single child.

JUST BECAUSE we received more love than you,

YOU KNOW WHAT IS PAMPERED?

According to the dictionary,

Pamper is to treat or gratify with extreme or excessive indulgence, kindness, or
care.

k fine, single child are always pampered by their parents.

Even me , I knew I'm pampered by my parents.

But still, we're still alone.

And outside home,

we've nowhere to go .

We can only face our friends.

What if we don't have friends? Kay crap,

I wrote crap . * closes window *

xoxo,
XINYI

Death .

2010-05-29T21:00:00.001+08:00

“ Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. ”

Today I'm still sick.

Yesterday my temperature was 40.1 ,

now the fever have subsided,

but I am having a terrible stomachache and dizziness.

When am I going to recover ?

Recently I can't sleep, (maybe because I'm sick)

I keep dreaming about negative stuffs .

Why , I'm so scared that they will come true.

I don't know why I din't get the concern when I need you the most .

Sorry, I'm a selfish person .

xoxo,
XINYI

Cherish .

2010-05-25T17:06:00.001+08:00

My mom is a neverending song in my heart of comfort,
happiness, and being.
I may sometimes forget the words but I always
remember the tune.

Just watched the movie Daya reccommended to her fans in facebook ...

Yeah I did comment there too (in chinese)

I cried so much in the movie,

from the start to the beginning.

You have to watch the movie !!!!

Especially the girls !!!

This movie is really inspiring and touching

It almost broke the record on how much I cried during the movie - Hachiko

Both of them are like so sensitive to me - Dogs/Animals and Kinship

But of course Kinship is more important ~

However I treat my dog as my family member,

so it's rather the same.

I cried in this movie more than The Last Song ,

although both of the movies are on the theme Kinship ...

And I have to say that the actors were really awesomee in this movie,

especially the small little girl !!!

She made the movie so touching ,

so as the mum ...

Cried too hard that I am having headache now

For those who wanna watch the movie too,

Here's the link for you

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/w44RyZ7387I/

Share me your comments after watching this video

Anyway,

today we went for the maths trial.

It was quite fun though .

But it would be even better if I was with my cliques doing the activities ...

However the break time was like too short for me

Din't really ate much there ..

Haixx I think I'm going to fall sick ...

Or maybe it's because I cried too hard just now ?

Anyway hope I won't get sick okayy ???

xoxo,
XINYI

Heart x3

2010-05-24T21:04:00.003+08:00

We were given:
Two hands to hold.
Two legs to walk.
Two eyes to see.
Two
ears to listen.
But why only one heart?
Because the other was given to
someone else. For us to find.

Today I get to see my marksheet.

I din't really get the chance to see all my grades cos there were too many people crowding around.

I asked Travis what was my class position and he told me I was third in my class and fifthteen in my level.

I actually doesn't believe him cos I thought he was lying at me.

But what he said is really true.

I was so shocked cos I thought my result will suck .

Lol who knows is Teacher who print wrongly ?

It was as if I was just dreaming .

However, I'm happy with my results ...

Will maintain this standard until the end of the year

Which requires alot of effort though ...

After that, we went to Science Centre for the Pixar Animation Learning Journey...

I think it was quite interesting, except the lecture and the exhibition

The hands-on activity is quite fun ,

where you can design your own monster

Love my monster "bobo" 'cos she is fierce but cute/funny at the same time

Here's a photo of her ... (edited by me)

Hahas

Kkay that's all for today.

Basically, I'm in a good mood today ~

xoxo,
XINYI

immature .

2010-05-22T21:57:00.002+08:00

倔强说不痛
假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头
决不让眼泪往下流

Today I was still having muscle ache

and a big bruise on my knee.

Find it annoying.

The pain is still there.

It became my nightmare .

Hate myself for being such a weakling .

went for Dental Appointment after my maths tuition.

Then rest awhile at home and meet Liuying for the movie.

yea, that's the movie we watched.

It was such a touching story.

Cried in the end.

Liuying cried too ...

You have to really catch this movie if you haven't yet.

Home is always the best place after all.

Although sometimes I find my mum annoying,

but my family are really the ones who will always love and care for you no matter what.

That's what I really get to feel in this movie - Kinship and Cherish the ones you have now.

xoxo,
XINYI

吵闹的沉默

2010-05-21T14:24:00.002+08:00

我很害怕這最吵鬧的沉默會觸動了你和我　最難過和孤單的時候
多年以後　該不該說出口　
那短暫的等候　其實留下傷口

Today was the mass skipping competition.

Yesterday and even this morning I've been practising .

Have leg cramps today.

I put it a lot of effort to practise.

Yet I was asked to be out of the game.

And the people who were reserves managed to play .

But not me?

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me sometimes.

My mood was ruined because of this issue.

Although I was happy that out class got the second,

But I just cannot control my emotions when they just cannot feel my sadness.

I know I am being a freaky crybaby,

but I cannot help it .

I don't want this to happen either.

But what I need is just more concern.

I know to you this is nothing.

Maybe you all may think I am always like that,

maybe that's not a big deal,

but I was hurt .

P/S: I am not blaming anyone.

I can only say that's all my fault.

I felt so ashamed that I cried in front of everyone.

I tried to hold back my tears but in the end I was in the state of 崩溃

Sorry :S

Sorry to everyone ,

I think I am being a selfish person,

but sometimes I don't really mean it,

maybe I din't do on purpose,

but everything's too late.

What's done had been done.

If I could reverse back in time,

I should have shut myself down.

I should have stop dreaming and face the ugly self of reality.

I want to take off the mask I'm wearing,

I just cannot be myself.

When I can find my real soul?

xoxo,
XINYI

BFF ,,,

2010-05-20T22:37:00.001+08:00

" If you're alone, I'll be your shadow.
If you want to cry, I'll be your
shoulder.
If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow.
If you need to be
happy, I'll be your smile.
But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be
me. "

Today the clique, Janis, kyler and I stayed back after school to practise Mass Skipping

It was quite fun, but tiring ...

My legs are aching ...

Hope it will get better tomorrow

Finally know all my results yesterday ...

Some were good but the rest .. SPACE FOR IMPROVEMENT .

I am SO GOING to work even HARDER for my EOY .

......

.....

Anyway, good luck for tomorrow's Mass Skipping ...

xoxo,
XINYI

Clouds .

2010-05-18T17:25:00.001+08:00

" Happiness is like a cloud, if you stare at it long enough, it evaporates. "

I don't know why,

but I felt really tired after reaching school.

Maybe because I slept late yesterday ...

Today I got my science and english results ...

Both of them are B4 .

Hate the results.

I was actually expecting a higher result for my Science.

Haixx...

I shouldn't have put such a high expectation for my Science.

Got sort of pissed off cos I think I shouldn't deserve this type of crappy result .

Even the weaker ones were better than me.

I'm such a failure .

Yeah, cried because of that.

I know my parents wouldn't scold me,

but I will scold myself .

I really hope I could forget all these troubles and enjoy my life after MYE .

But it's so hard because there will always be people around me reminding me of all these matters .

xoxo,
XINYI

LOLLIPOP x3

2010-05-13T12:44:00.001+08:00

手裡拿著一根七彩棒棒糖想起童年純真的願望
長出翅膀在天空飛翔享受陽光

YAY !!!!

Exams are finally over ~~~~!

It's time for us to play and relax

However,

today's Math Paper 2 is so hard

Hope I will at least pass ...

Don't know why I have nothing to post these few days...

" Don't care about others. Just do what you wanted to do. "

Sometimes it's so easy to say that,

but can you do it in reality ?

Will I have the courage?

Recently I watched Lilo & Stitch online in youtube ...

I cried in the middle of the movie cos it was touching ...

Now I can understand why Wang Zi and Guigui and so many others like Stitch,

cos he is so CUTEEE

Do watch it if you haven't watch yet ...

You can find it at Youtube

Gonna continue re-watching 黑糖玛奇朵

Bye !!!

xoxo,
XINYI

Shining kiss x3

2010-05-10T11:17:00.001+08:00

Smile Smile Shining Kiss

Waiting your answer

More and more

像阳光一样甜

Today I had my literature paper ...

I found it quite okay though ,

but still hate this subject

3 more days till the END OF MYE !!!!

Add oil , everyone ...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Forgot to bring back D&T textbook

Nobody can be as blur as me .

Lucky Lucille helped me

Thanks !!!!!!

K ending my post... ( i know it's a short post = = )

But I have nothing to write ...

Btw yesterday was SIAWEI's birthday !!!

Hope she have an enjoyable birthday !!!!!

Meetup soon !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo,
XINYI

Art Exam Sux :/

2010-05-03T22:27:00.003+08:00

But when I worked on a painting,
I would do it from a
drawing.
But I would put certain things I was fairly sure I wanted in the
painting,
and then collage on the painting with painted
paper or something before I really committed it.

Tomorrow is my Art Examination,

the good thing is that there's actually nothing to revise for art

but the bad thing is that the process doing my masterpiece was tedious and requires a lot of time .

Seriously I doubt I can finish it in just TWO HOUR AND THIRTY MINUTES .

So I think it will be a miracle if I could get at least a C5

Anyway good luck everyone ...

Sometimes I wonder that,

if I did the right thing .

if I said the right thing .

If I could have someone who will be there for me forever no matter what happens ...

xoxo,
XINYI

WO AI BBT! x3

2010-05-01T17:51:00.001+08:00

交卷前一分钟答案都还 空着
应该怎么组合两个人的几何
理论和现实不同从来不曾想过
面对爱情的学测
都当了

Thursday was the start of my MYE - English Paper 1 & 2

The paper was quite okay to me though ...

So as the MT Paper,

I find it okay too ...

Don't know what others said it's hard...

maybe it's because of the first section ...

Anyway good luck to everyone for the rest of the exams !!!

Idk why am I still online even exams are going on

Today even went shopping . =X

Bought a dress, 1 shirt and 1 vest

Hope I can buy more clothes next timme ... ( my clothes in my wardrobe are getting outdated !!! )

BAD NEWS

BANG BANG TANG IS GOING TO DISBAND SOON ):

Cried a little

Felt really sad cos I think it's so 可惜 ...

PLEASE DON'T DISBAND

Here's some videos of them ...

There are still many more parts ...

You can continue to view it if you want ...

LOL .

This is so funny too (:

Actually there's stilll alot of videos I have of BBT and Hey Girl...

You can see all of them are this site - http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=DB6EF631570D921D

我爱棒棒堂！！！

xoxo,
XINYI

Passion,

2010-04-28T21:40:00.001+08:00

“ Music
is the greatest communication in the world.
Even if people don't
understand the language that you're singing in,
they still know
good music when they hear it. ”

Although I told myself not to touch this laptop,

but I still touched it anyway

Just to update something in school.

Today Yuxin, Liuying, Yewhui, Xueqi and I sang in front of the class for the music project.

We sang 雨爱 ...

I was like so nervous that I shivered like that ...

********************

********************

**********************************

( kay not so exaggerating )

But after the performance,

we actually received a big round of applause
( which I was quite surprised cos I think I seriously sucks)

Mr Goh gave us an A for the performance

And Ms Chua actually told me that I can sing ...!

Chatted with cliques about our little secret ( about the future )

Hope that dream will turn out well ...

Tomorrow is my English Paper 1 and 2

Seriously,

I just revised the format ,

and there's nothing more for me to revise

I felt that I'm weak in English ,

hope I won't get a F9,

or else I will have to retain ( maybe? )

Aiming for at least a B3 for english ...

YAP XIN YI FIGHTING !!!

xoxo,
XINYI

Stay-ing backie :)

2010-04-23T17:47:00.001+08:00

" A friend is someone who knows the song in your
heart,
and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten
the words. "

Today's school is pretty fine

Stayed back at school with Yuxin, Lucille, Liuying and Serene to do homework.

It was fun , although we were studying .

6 more days to MYE

I still haven't really STARTED revising for my MYE .

yeah I think I'm such a slacker ...!

Gonna start re-doing my History Notes TOMORROW .

K here's another video for Yuxin ...

Another BBT Video ,

sorry bear with me

xoxo,
XINYI

btw,

there's another video i wanna show you guys,

it's really touching (to me)

我LOVE LIFE !

I love BBT ! (:

2010-04-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

我应该是坏还是乖
你喜欢彩色或黑白
你的笑代表拒绝
还是等待
答案我解不开

Today's school was normal ..

Felt sort of guilty 'cos of something I knew .

Sorry my friend .

Anyway,

I am going to post another video of 棒棒堂 for XUEQI ,

Here are the videos

It's okay not to view it,

if you're not a fan of BBT ...

But I like them ...!

xoxo,
XINYI

Everyday's Summer ):

2010-04-18T00:04:00.002+08:00

" No matter how long the winter, spring is sure to follow. "

Just a short update ...

Recently I changed my tagboard from cbox to SHOUTMIX

cause there's something wrong with my CBOX tagboard .

So everyone do remember to tag in my new shoutmix tagboard ...!

Today kept thinking of WANG ZI,

and I felt happy for no reason .

Sorry if I make you think that I sound like a 花痴,

but I cannot help it either .

MYE is coming,

I gotta buck up and start revising ...

Or else I'm gonna FAIL .

Btw from this post onwards,

I'll return back to replying my taggies in the tagboard again ...

xoxo,
XINYI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANG ZI :D

2010-04-14T22:49:00.001+08:00

" Somewhere
over the rainbow, skies are blue, and the dreams that you dare
to dream really do come true "

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 王子 !!!!

Heehee ...

Today I'm in a happy mood 'cos it's Wang Zi's Birthday ...!

He's so cute and talented and HANDSOME ...!

Love BBT and Him =D

Gonna post some videos of BBT =D

Hope you will love it (:

Friends ?

2010-04-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

" A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of
the world
walks out. "

Today's PE Lesson is the best lesson of the day ...!

Went to play basketball with Xueqi and Yewhui initially,

then have skipping rope with friends

It was really fun , although it's tiring ...

The rest of the lessons are quite normal

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

9 Apr 10, 18:16

Chantal: Does

9 Apr 10, 18:16

Chantal: Dog to lye down, he really

9 Apr 10, 18:16

Chantal: Milky was playing with my dog. Then your father come, both of them stopped and look innocently to your dad. Your dad says sit, both sit. And when your dad ask my
Owhs ... I see .

9 Apr 10, 18:25

a q i l .:
tagged!
Thanks for tagging (:

9 Apr 10, 19:34

Angel:
TAGGEDDDD(((((::::
Thanks ! =D

9 Apr 10, 20:41

xq: cheer
up(:
Thank you (:

9 Apr 10, 21:19

Jacqueline:
HELLO:) CHEER UP!:D<#
BYE >:D ( JUST KIDDING evil me ... ) thank you ...! xD

10 Apr 10, 18:06

Yuxin: Is not that you can't think of any good
points. is just that you don't wanna admit your good points (:
O______O reallyyy ?

11 Apr 10, 22:35

♥爱BabyGirl, ; XiaoF's(:: Bloq hopped [: Taqqed [:
Hey there , thanks for tagging =P

I hate myself:/

2010-04-09T18:08:00.002+08:00

“ The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved. ”

These few days I've been acting so strangely.

Sometimes I think I'm so annoying.

I shouldn't have deserve anything .

It's so hard for me to cheer up when others are keep affecting me.

It's not that they hurt me,

it's me who is hurting myself.

I wonder why am I like that.

Is it that people caused me to be like this,

or it's just me myself causing it.

Regretted .

A lot of things.

I am stupid .

I do stupid things which make people sad .

People hates me.

And I hate myself too.

Maybe you thought I'm seeking extra attention,

yes I admitted it.

I just wanna have more concern by others,

why are others trying to make me think I'm being annoying.

Although I know I am REALLY annoying.

But I din't really mean to do that.

why am I supposed to do ,

when I'm all left out.

Crap yeah I should have actually died long ago .

Freaking angry with some of you .

But I think the person that I'm most angry with

is

Myself .

I can't think of any good points for myself.

The best thing I've done for my life is cancelling all my good points on that paper.

I don't think I deserve that, seriously.

I shouldn't have live in this stupid planet .

If I could choose again,

I rather not to be a human again .

P/S: I AM JUST VENTING MY ANGER IN THIS BLOG . DO NOT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY .

BAD BYE .

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

5 Apr 10, 17:12

Yuxin: P.s\ is longbang or lobang?
Hahas, both =P ( actually Idk ...! )

5 Apr 10, 17:22

Chantal: I
want your daddy to train my puppy. My pup was so afraid of him
yesterday.
:O Why ?

5 Apr 10, 20:37

Angel: I
WANT WATCH HAHA
heehee (:

6 Apr 10, 21:29

lucille:
lol. i whr gt clever? anyways, tagged again. hehe. nth to do so keep on
tagging pepo.
Got lorhs ... Anyway thanks for tagging (:

8 Apr 10, 19:51

liuying =DD:
Yoo xinyi tagged! =DD
Thanks (:

9 Apr 10, 16:46

Weilinn: Xinyi<3 ! Sorry once again ! Changes
url. Relink me thanks(:
Relinked !~ =D Thanks for tagging x3 !

How to Train Your Dragon (:

2010-04-04T17:41:00.002+08:00

" I'm friggin' in LOVE with this movie . (: "

This movie is AMAZING .

Everyone of you have to watch it ...!!!

Love the movie , the blackie dragon called Night Fury is very very cutee

Here's the trailer of the movie ...

The official website of the movie is http://www.howtotrainyourdragon.com/

You can check it out too

Today woke up late at 9.30am,

washed up and had my breakfast.

Then I lobang-ed Yew Hui to Yishun GV.

Meet up with Yuxin and Liuying .

Went to comic connection and bought a poster of WANG ZI

Then we went to KFC to eat.

After that we zilian-ed in the toilet and went back to GV to buy our tickets.

First time trying the Nachos with Cheese,

DELICIOUS

Went in to watch the movie .

Overall, the movie is great .

After the movie, we bus-ed home .

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES~!

1 Apr 10, 21:04

Jiat: wa
pro lor Oo...
Thanks for that compliment hahah =P

1 Apr 10, 23:12

kai xin♪♫: i
realli tot u migrating lol-.- -.- -.- -.-
YAY? xD

2 Apr 10, 11:16

xq: wat u
mean i not really counted as clever ah/
I'm just stating the facts LOL . ;X

2 Apr 10, 11:17

yewhui:
Tagged! hey hahas i know i pro at acting sry i
trick you
LOL , yea can go to Mediacorp liao ~

2 Apr 10, 11:17

liuying: TAGGED , relink me (:
Relinked ~!

2 Apr 10, 14:28

Angel: :D:D TAGGED!
Yay ! Thanks (: ~!

2 Apr 10, 22:12

lucille:
hey xinyi! tagged!
THANKS (;

3 Apr 10, 11:16

Jacqueline:
TAGGED PIGGGY!:)
Nah, you're the piggy (jk!!!) LOL , thanks for tagging anw ! (:

3 Apr 10, 11:30

Yewhui: take care my fren!

3 Apr 10, 11:30

Yewhui: Tagged (:
Thanks , haha you too ! (:

3 Apr 10, 13:24

Yuxin: Yo tagged ! For once I actually believed
that you're migrating !
Thanks for tagging ! (: Hahas , I knew it ! But Lucille is too clever ): Not fun ):

APRIL FOOLS DAY

2010-04-01T21:02:00.002+08:00

BOOO!!!! >:D

Yeah for those who had believed that I'm going to migrate,

YOU HAVE BEEN TRICKED !!!

Muahahhahaha ...

So far I only completely tricked Liu Ying, Yewhui and Jiat xD

The rest so clever sia...!

But Yew Hui tricked me

She acted as if she's crying ,

then I told her actually I din't really migrate,

then she told me April Fools,

when I'm the one who should be telling her .

Din't know that Yuxin and Lucille is so clever ...

As for XUEQI, not really counted as clever cos Yuxin told her .

Seriously I think my acting sucks,

cos I cannot stop giggling when I'm tricking them .

That's why I failed LOL.

Anyway I thought today is gonna be a happy day...

But suddenly got emo cos something again

Forgotten what happened actually .

During English lesson, I was sent for counselling.

Felt much better after talking to Mrs Sasi...

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

1 Apr 10, 15:36

Angel:
TAGGED!(:
Thanks for tagging ! (:

1 Apr 10, 16:15

lucille:
ok..forget it no dude. GAL. tagged! sry we ps u today cause u went
councilling. really sry. and u are important to us!!
Owh neverminds , thanks for tagging (:

1 Apr 10, 19:39

Jiat: wa u good ==...i kena fooled..

1 Apr 10, 19:38

Jiat: What the hell!! You are leaving !? God..WHY
DIDNT I SEE THIS POST EARLIER!!!! DAMN!
Lol Happy April Fool ! xD

Bye everyone ):

2010-03-31T22:20:00.002+08:00

" The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our
souls are connected. "

As you can see from my plurk that I said I had something important to tell all of you.

Before telling you , I'll talk about today.

Emo-ed during school , ain't going to say why .

Went for match and I managed to hit the ball.

but I was out for running too slow.

At least I HIT THE BALL OKAY ...!

However we lost them by 3-22

Thus we could not carry on with the 2nd round of tounament .

Anyway, today will be my last game .

Cos I will be migrating to Australia soon.

Won't be with you guys anymore.

and maybe I won't be coming back anymore ...

I'll still come to school tomorrow,

but I will be leaving very soon .

Bye , don't miss me hahahas =P

BTW,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAT (:

seriously,

Sometimes I think I don't really need a blog at all.

Since nobody really cares what I'm thinking .

I felt that I'm just like a piece of glass.

I always think I am forgotten or being left out.

I'm not pointing fingers at anyone.

But that's my opinion.

So even I left Singapore,

I'm sure it won't make any difference anyway :/

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

28 Mar 10, 16:26

Siawei:
TAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGED ! Lots of Tags for you ! (: Stay
Pretty and all the best !
Thanks for tagging ! (: Stay pretty too hahahas (:

29 Mar 10, 15:01

lucille:
hello?! can u stop thinkin the u are bad at evryting? cheerup dude!
tagged!
I can't , we have to to accept the truth (: BTW I AM NOT A DUDE LOLS !

30 Mar 10, 15:14

liuying♥: ok i know mt tag is abit random =X

30 Mar 10, 15:14

liuying♥: xinyi just remember that we are beside you
always, so smile, Smile! =)
ZZZZ yea it is SO RANDOM, not just a bit liao = =

31 Mar 10, 20:48

Yuxin: The video you posted, is LOVED ! Milky
super cute !
Thanks (:

Tears. I'm crying );

2010-03-28T01:19:00.002+08:00

" Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best
relieved by the letting of a little water. "

Woke up early in the morning to go for Green Club activity at Seng Kang Library .

Got scolded by daddy because of food .

I know this is so childish but I cried.

Reached school with tears and board the bus to Seng Kang.

Arrived at Compasspoint and started teaching small little children how to do sand art.

Overall it was fun and the children are all so cute ...!

After the activity, I went for dental appointment to change my braces' colour ...

Went for lunch .

Daddy is still angry of me .

I din't have appetite because of that.

But still forced myself to eat everything up.

Reached back home = Total depression

Bathe and went to fetch Milky who just got his haircut.

He look very SKINNY after the haircut .

However he's still cute!

Mum bought a piece of hoodie for him to wear.

I put on the hoodie for him and took pictures of him

He's so cute ...!

Will upload it asap onto facebook and wretch !

Btw today I video-ed Milky (:

Here's the video ...

Yeah I know my voice is so "act-cute"

But that's really how the way I talked to him.

I'm already used.

By the way ,

I hope you guys love the video ,

do comment @ here on in youtube .

I also upload the video @ facebook too ! (:

You can "like" it there (;

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

27 Mar 10, 00:21

Jiat:
Lols..Tagged (: Come on..you are not lousy (:
I am lorhs (:

27 Mar 10, 12:58

Yuxin: HAHA, come on la, even if you're not good
in softball, its okay, you have loads of other things you're good at !
WHY DIDN'T POST ABT HAPPY THINGS IN YOUR POST???
Ooops , paiseh I forgot =X

Stand under the rain .

2010-03-26T23:14:00.002+08:00

窗外的天氣
就像是你多變的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清。。。

I seriously don't know the reason .

I just felt very emo early in the morning .

Maybe I'm just too tired.

During science lesson, I was emo-ing again.

I seriously don't understand those science things.

I usually can cope with it.

But I don't know what's wrong with me lately.

Seriously I think I've became stupid.

I'm gonna ask Mdm Ros for giving me remedial.

Or else I'll be prepared to fail .

Today we had an away game against Peicai Secondary again.

The pitcher is like so damn fast.

And her look is like so damn fierce.

I tried giving her back my fierce look when I'm batting too.

But yeah obviously, I had an epic fail .

I din't even scored a homerun for today.

When I was batting ,

the umpire was like keep saying "strike" when it's not even a strike .

It happens to some other people too.

Bias lor .

And the worst thing is ,

on the 3rd strike ,

I was hitted by the ball when I was attempting to hit.

My poor right index finger .

It was so pain .

I HAVE REMEMBERED THAT PITCHER's NAME AND LOOK .

I'll bite her next time when I see her next time.

Her name is Tissany btw.

I am not allowed to play anymore and Hwei Lei replaced me.

I am very guilty and I think I am so stupid and qian bian.

So I cried again ( I am stupid dumb ass gay + sissy ).

We lost them by 3-16

But Peicai have really good pitcher,

that's why we'll lost.

WE MUST REALLY WIN TANJONG KATONG .

The next match will be on this Tuesday.

Gonna buck up .

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

25 Mar 10, 22:08

Valerie:
TAGGIES (:
Thank you !!! (:

26 Mar 10, 14:57

Yuxin: 1) You're not lousy/ sissy.
2)Read my
blog.
3) Tagged !
AAAAAAAA WANG ZI IS TOO shuai liao ~~~~ ( acting like a hua chi ) Talking about Wang Zi , I shall upload a picture of him taken from his wretch album !!!
AAAAAAA WO DE WANG ZI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<33333333333333333333

26 Mar 10, 15:32

Jiat: Damn tat sec skool la..pei wad cai..pei sai
la.

26 Mar 10, 15:32

Jiat: !?? Tell them play at OPSS la..Yishun here no rain
leh!
Really ???? EEEE , they so lazy lor , don't want come OPSS play . And they're so mean sia , make fun of us ):

26 Mar 10, 17:54

Yuxin: I wrote only 2 good points is because all
of a sudden can't think of it. TOO MUCH TO REMEMBER ! & NO ONE IS
BORN WITH ONLY FLAWS!
Lol where got lorhs ...? I am the human who is born with only flaws .

26 Mar 10, 19:06

Jiat:
Ps..i tot the post is today de :X ignore my 1st tag
Lols okies O___O ?

Rainy Love {♥}

2010-03-25T21:40:00.002+08:00

" 聽雨的聲音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停... "

Today's science test is confirmed that I'll fail .

I din't know how to do almost all of the questions .

Yes, I cried like a dumb sissy .

The reason is . . .

I'm stressed out .

And I'm really very tired .

I DON'T WANT TO FAILLLLL !!!!

Left the class at about 11.45am to change .

Prepared the equipment and had our lunch.

We were competing Peicai Secondary today.

It's an away game so we took the bus and headed over there.

When we reached there , we had our warm up .

I am so lousy .

I kept missing balls ( that feeling seriously sucks )

Suddenly there's lightning alert and we need to go in .

We went to canteen to buy some drinks.

Some idiotic UPPER SEC students were making fun of our names and even our school's name .

PLEASE They don't even know what is RESPECT ah ?!

They called OPSS as Old People Secondary Schooll .

Damn them .

It shows that they are so UN-sensitive .

And they even keep calling Carol and Angel's name .

They're so annoying .

Soon it started to rain ,

and the match is postponed .

sometimes I wonder if the god is really playing a joke with us.

When we're serious, it will always RAIN

And when we're not really serious ,

THE WEATHER IS LIKE SO FREAKING HOT ...!

Thus tomorrow we'll have the match ...

Hope we'll win .

If we won , we will be into the 2nd round !!!

GOOD LUCK TO US ..!

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

25 Mar 10, 17:40

Yuxin: Why you always think ONLY the bad of
yourself? Believe it or not, YOU HAVE ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT of GOOD GOOD
POINTS!
EEEEE where got a lot ? The paper you only write 2 ? and the two of them are like so un-true derh . seriously i have NO GOOD POINTS ... However I have ALOT ALOT ALOT OF BAD POINTS ...!

25 Mar 10, 21:31

HuiQi: cheer up! smile!

25 Mar 10, 21:31

HuiQi: hellos! dont sad le ok? if u need somebody i will be here
ok
Hello , thank you so much (for being there for meee)...! (:

Soulmate (:

2010-03-24T23:13:00.002+08:00

" To play it takes talent, but to win it takes desire! "

Yersterday skipped class at 12pm for softball match .

Went to prepare the things needed,

then had lunch.

After lunch we had our warm up.

Duman arrived and have their warm up too.

Then we started our match .

At first I was quite sad 'cos coach have me as reserved .

Which means I can't play.

Kay before telling you people something.

I have to say I'm too gay to function.

I almost cried when Meow Shan asked me "why you never play?"

I said, " cos i'm extra "

Then Meow Shan suddenly so 激动, " WHAT EXTRA?! IT IS NOT EXTRA, IT IS RESERVED! "

But in my heart I still think I'm a extra ,

not reserved.

Kay , this is so random .

And I know I'm being negative = =
1st inning we were losing , by 7-4

I was like FINALLY having a homerun .

Seriously I'm so noob.

I replaced Sarina and prepared to bat.

Coach din't even tell me earlier and suddenly ask me to replace her.

I was so nervous and scared . ( yeah i'm such a sissy )

Luckily I managed to get to 1st base.

Then 2nd base.

3rd base.

And home .

I scored a homerun.

Which I never expect myself to .

I was sort of "trembling" while running bases as I was so nervous and scared.

Unfortunately, I have a strikeout after next next inning . ( told you that I'm a noob )

I felt so guilty ~~~!

The time when I felt super duper guilty is when I did a stupid mistake,

Coach din't scold me and showed a disappointed expression.

Then he turned back and walked away.

it shows that he has given up on me.

That is the time when I felt extremely upset with myself.

Why can't I just be better ?

But the good news is,

WE ACTUALLY WON DUNMAN BY 34 - 16 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can say that all of us are very happy

Except for Coach , he said he isn't proud of it ( maybe because of me )

and then he even punished us

Anw it's our first time winning ,

it's a good start,

tomorrow we'll be competing against Peicai Secondary.

Coach said that Peicai have a fast pitcher.

But we'll still try to win them !!!

GO GEMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

23 Mar 10, 00:48

Chantal:
Hellooooohhhhh(: Stop being so emo-ish and hurt yourself in those ways.
It's not worth. Cheer up! ;D Tagged!
Hiies , thanks for the tag !~ I'll try to stay happy (:

23 Mar 10, 19:58

Yuxin: Hey please stop being like that. THINK
POSITIVE !!! Everytime no one talks to you, think of happy moments ONLY!
Cheer up !
Sorry but i've forgotten all the happy moments when i'm emo-ing =X Anw I'll try to cheer up (:

23 Mar 10, 23:04

Jiaying:
dun ever cut urself agn, if u cut agn,I throw bat on u . Btw ur batting
is good . Dun feel dishearted
yea I'll stop this , but please don't use violence HAHA =P Anw , I think your batting is better, I have no strength ):

24 Mar 10, 18:20

Guest: Up * Opps ,Paiisehh .

24 Mar 10, 18:20

Guest: Hi . Cheer up soon ! SMILES. Sorriiie fr not writing my real name x: !
Cheer uop anyws.
Hello , thank you (: But please write your real name next time = = There's nothing wrong to tag O____O

24 Mar 10, 19:27

Jiat:
Lols. Dont lidat eh~ Hahas..you dont look ugly without specs la (: Need
ppl to talk to come talk to me on msn when u are free la (: .. i famous
for being free de (:
Hahas ,i don't look ugly without specs ... It's I look ugly with or without specs =D Anw, thanks for tagging (:

Blood :/

2010-03-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

" My tears drip like blood from an open wound. The only one who can stop my bleeding is the one who leaves the scars. "

I think I'm gonna get depression soon.

I cutted myself today 2 times .

The 1st time is when I was hacing English Lesson.

I felt emo 'cos I have nobody to talk to.

And I cutted myself with a sharp pen.

The 2nd time when I was watching the girls having the game.

I cutted myself with a hairpin ( pro right? )

I think I'm such an extra.

I don't think I should have exist in the first place.

Why am I born in the first place?

Since I'm so odd-one-out and extra.

And the worst thing is that I AM SO STUPID.

Why can't I just do well?

I seriously hate that feeling.

I hate myself.

I am so guilty when I can't even catch a fly ball.

I hitted myself , trying to learn from that lesson.

My mood din't become better when I reached home.

I was bathing and emo-ing at the same time.

My dad scold me like it's the hell of the world.

I don't know why he is scolding me at all LOl .

All I know is that he is just yelling and scolding vulgars at me.

He is so uncivilised

all I give him is just a "diao" face.

And my mum was scolded for no reason too.

My dog, Milky is also scolded by him for following him LOL!!!

Like that also scold .

He keep saying Milky gen bi chong or something like that.

Milky is loyal to him okay , still din't appreciate it.

I also don't know why I cried when he scolded me.

Maybe because that time I'm already feeling down.

I talked to myself for half an hour in front of Milky.

All he do is just sit and stare at me with his innocent face.

I bet he can't understand what I'm trying to tell him.

But seriously I felt much better after being "counselled" by Milky .

Am I that bad?

Sometimes I'm just joking.

Then you all are so serious.

If it's like this,

I'll rather just shut up and stop talking crap N' shit .

If everything I said make me look like a bitch ( when I'm just laughing and joking about it )

I will just sew up my mouth .

When I just shut up,

I'll feel emo and cut myself.

The funny thing is you guys din't know it until I left a scar on my hand.

I know I am being like "wth" and I think I seriously sucks.

So I should actually just slap myself .

Since I'm so qian bian .

Sorry for talking shit . I sucks..

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEwwwww !

Just cut me up and cook me .

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

19 Mar 10, 23:08

jiaying: u
not pulling the team dwn, juz try ur best in every game can le. Come
training regularly , u sure will improve
Okies , thanks for that tag (: I'll try to improve as much as I can . (:

20 Mar 10, 13:17

Angel:
TAGGED!!! U DUN SUCK LARH. is i never see u den anyhow throw
mahh =X sorry laa ~~
No la, it's not your fault actually. It''s me who din't field properly (:

21 Mar 10, 16:21

Siawei:
HEEEEEEELOOOOOO ! TAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEd ! Stay pretty ! Love you
hiiies , thanks for tagging ! =P Stay pretty toos !!! =D Love You LOADS x333333 ( as a friend hahahahahaha)

22 Mar 10, 21:59

Jiat:
Lols..tagged (: bu xi guan see u without specs bleh!
oooo , haha . anw I think I look ugly with/withoutt specs , so I don't care lerh~

mud and dirt ,,,

2010-03-19T22:34:00.001+08:00

" We’re prepared, and we’ve done everything we can to prepare for this
moment in time. That’s what confidence is all about. "

Today we had a match against Nanyang Girls' .

The whole field is wet and muddy because it just stopped raining.

I had some mud on my pants,

and ALOT OF MUD in my shoes.

I played 1st base at the 1st inning of the game.

Seriously I sucks.

I shouldn't have volunteer playing the 1st base.

Cos seriously I really sucks .

Then I played outfield at the 3rd inning.

I did a stupid mistake .

Yeah , I sucks.

Haixx .

Why do I sucks so much ?????????

xoxo,
XINYI

TAG REPLIES

16 Mar 10, 07:56

CHAR:
CUTE DP , LOOKS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. THE SONG IS QING CHUN DOU BY
RAINIE ? hehe
Thanks !! (: Anw , the starting of that song do sound like someone is farting LOL (: hahas :P

16 Mar 10, 21:14

lucille:
yo xinyi! nice blog pic! sooo cute!! anyways, dun be sad for the game.
jiayou for the nxt game!!!
Hello !!! (: Thanks (: Haha I'll jiayou derh (;

18 Mar 10, 17:59

ahBEN™:
i love your blog songs haha.

18 Mar 10, 17:52

ahBEN™:
helloos (: tagged you.
Hello , thank you (:

18 Mar 10, 18:02

JiaMin-: Love Love , Taqq ;D . Stay chio always !
;D
HELLOOO :P thanks ! (: yoou tooo !

Raindrops,

2010-03-15T15:19:00.002+08:00

" Love it, experience it, and when you step on the field just do what you
do. "

Yesterday we had match against Tanjong Katong Girls

Suddenly it rains and the match was cancelled.

Obviously we lost to them.

But at least we tried our best,

we'll get better at the next match which is on Friday.

After match I went to ah ma house to see my relatives who came from Malaysia.

Saw Ah Bee and Ah di , they were so cute !!!

Unfortunately I din't took pictures of them ..

Nevermind next time will have chances derhs .

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

14 Mar 10, 00:51

Jiat: wa
Oo...have contact lense liaos leh~! so cool o.o..Later can take in cannot take out ! Joking xD
LOL!!!! I've learnt how to put in and take out liaos xP ANW thanks for tagging ! (:

14 Mar 10, 01:35

Justin: Hello ! Hated contact lens . Looks
disgusting when people touch their eyes lol .
Hahas at first I was scared but I'm not that scared after some time... xD

14 Mar 10, 09:11

liuying♥:
yoyo xinyi wear contact lenses to school tmr, sure will surprise
everyone haha tagged =DD
LOL tmr no school :P

14 Mar 10, 11:11

Jiat:
Lols! Happy holiday to u too (: !
Thanks (:

14 Mar 10, 13:01

Weilinnn: Xinyi (L) Sorry again. Changes url
Relink:B
RELINKED !~ =D

14 Mar 10, 19:53

CHAR: Lol
i open ur blog then suddenly the song startled me , i tot someone
farted . Anyway TAGG!
LOL what song is that ? xD Thanks for tagging !~

14 Mar 10, 20:22

Angel:
HAHA u look nice n ur contect lens lehh. =D
THANK YOU ! =D muahahaha >:P

15 Mar 10, 03:06

Justin:
Perhaps next time you can teach me ba . I've got a phobia of looking at
people touching their eye balls o_O
Hahah at first I think it's kind of "pain" or "gross" But now I overcomed it =D

Softball match ...

2010-03-13T22:52:00.001+08:00

" Go hard every play. You don’t want to leave anything behind and regret
it years down the road that you didn’t give it all when you could have. "

Today woke up early to prepare for softball match.

Angel lobang-ed me, Jiaying, Shaolun and Hweilei to Padang - City Hall.

Had warm up and we started the match.

I did a very stupid mistake while fielding

when I catch the ball , I was going to throw it to Rachel ( 1st base ) and I din't throw properly.

Seriously I think I'm so stupid .

I hate myself , sorry .

And I got 2 strike-outs.

Luckily I did bat and ran to the 1st base.

But I am out 'cos I ran too slow

Nevermind I'll try even HARDER tomorrow.

Today I also went to buy contact lens with Yuxin, Yew Hui, Liuying and Xueqi

Had a hard time trying to wear it initially...

But now I can wear and take it off le !

Hmm,

Hope tomorrow's match will turn out fine...

Hopefully we can win ...

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!
12 Mar 10, 08:48
Veron: Haha, can go find blogskin, got alot of nice
one (:
Okies (: Thanks for tagging (:

12 Mar 10, 14:50
liuying:
tag
Thanks (:

12 Mar 10, 15:27
lucille: anyways tagged! DUN CUT AR!!
12 Mar 10, 15:26
lucille: dun emo lar! and dun cut urself or i
confiscate anything tat is sharp frm u! !
I'll TRY bahs ... Anyway thanks for tagging (:

12 Mar 10, 16:26
Angel: OMP dun cut larh. no nice de. u grow up u
sure regret =X
12 Mar 10, 16:24
Angel: u wun pull the whole team down de la haiyoo (:
Hellos, thanks for your encouragement (: I'll try to stop cutting derh (:

12 Mar 10, 21:59
Jiat: TAGGED
12 Mar 10, 21:59
Jiat: dont cut leh x.x..you tempting me to cut
also!~
LOLs I'll try to stop cutting (:

12 Mar 10, 23:07

JiaMin- Siawei Cousin: Siawei also will worried okay ._. ;X

12 Mar 10, 23:06

JiaMin- Siawei Cousin: & it is v.v.v.ugly .want see my scars? LOL . DONT CUT . PLEASE.

12 Mar 10, 23:05

JiaMin- Siawei Cousin: dont try to cut. I TRIED B4. Not fun okay.

12 Mar 10, 23:05

JiaMin- Siawei Cousin: dont do foolish thing okay ! Cut yrself more it will be v.v.v.addictive. Try talk to teachers abt probs! . Dont cut ! You will regret once your prob has been solve. Lols .

12 Mar 10, 23:05

JiaMin- Siawei Cousin: Xinyi ! Stop cuttinq yrself . Seriously . ii cut 6 times & it have 8 scars. Is v.deep . & it look sucks.
Okies, I'll stop cutting ( provided I stopped emo-ing ) O______O Thanks for tagging (:

NAPFA TEST SUCKS!!

2010-03-10T19:29:00.002+08:00

" As I cut into my skin, i release the pain thats trapped within. "

Had NAPFA Test today.

It sucks :(

I think I scored so badly ...

I should not have high expectations of myself initially.

Haixx,

cut for the second time in school again.

I don't know why but I always feel emo during Lit Lesson.

And I cut for the second time again ( although I don't like to cut )

But I still cut .

Having a game on Saturday,

I hope we can win.

But I don't really feel like playing

because I'm so scared that I would drag the whole team down,

and cause the whole team to lose -- because of me :(

Haixx, sometimes I think that I am not important at all ...

I hate myself for being noob in everything .

I think I'm going to get depression .

I rather just went crazy and stop worrying about these and that.

I feel like taking a hammer and knock it hard onto my head.

So that I can become a retard.

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

7 Mar 10, 10:20
Jiat: Lucky its just a small cut (: ! Dont cut liaos la (: , you girl leh got scar not nice :O
Haixx I just cannot stop :(

7 Mar 10, 11:21
HUILING: heyyyy. you okay ? hope you are fine now! jiayou! i'll be beside you if you want! (:
Hello , sometimes lor . Anyway thanks (:

7 Mar 10, 14:34
-팅 тιиq ♥: hello icheesy from habbo , cleared f/l re-add if wan,LINk me oso ;l
Relinked !

7 Mar 10, 15:22
Veron: That'll have to see which angle you look at things, positive / negative? & STOP CUTTING !
Idk? :(

7 Mar 10, 15:41
yewhui: Tagged
7 Mar 10, 15:41
yewhui: hello (:
Thanks (:

8 Mar 10, 15:05
Jiat: Ellos! Tagged (:
Thanks (:

8 Mar 10, 21:30
Angel: Xinyi if u turn emo n emo n u cut urself i cut u to pieces liao (:
8 Mar 10, 21:30
Angel: Xinyi if u turn emo n emo n u cut urself i cut u to pieces liao (:
8 Mar 10, 21:30
Angel: Xinyi if u turn emo n emo n u cut urself i cut u to pieces liao (:
Lols okies , cut me now. I want to die.

9 Mar 10, 18:42
Jiat: TAGGED!!! Something's stopping me from cutting :O bleh!
Hahas you also don't cut hors. Anw nothing can stop me from cutting

9 Mar 10, 22:17
Angel: tagged(:
Thanks (:

Smile more,,,

2010-03-07T10:00:00.002+08:00

“ Laugh a lot, and when you’re older, all your wrinkles will be in the right places. ”

Last friday I went for cross-country .

It's quite okay ,

Congratulations to those who won medals !!!

Especially Daphne , you are so pro ~~~

Although it's kind of tired,

I had muscle aches now on my legs ,

despite me being a softballer ...

Yesterday I went to ah ma house for family gathering,

haha turns out fun

Brought my laptop there too.

Hmmm just a short update,

currently still editing the picture took at the Yishun Park.

Kay I know I am SLOW ~

But I really don't have mood to bother about this these days .

I'll upload it ASAP ...

xoxo,
XINYI

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

4 Mar 10, 14:11

Jiat: Hmm...hope u will have no scars O.o...and hope u feel better now!

4 Mar 10, 14:11

Jiat: Wa~!!! U really go cut ... Lols...i wan cut also! But hor -.-...if let someone know i cut = i die
Thanks (: Btw my cut still haven't recovered yet :O Luckily it's just a small one ...

4 Mar 10, 17:53

Angel: u sharpen ur pen? sharp until cut u. get well soon =D
Hahas pen can sharpen meh ? I actually used the Uniball Signo DX pen to cut myself ... It's 0.38 thick only , so it's sharp.

4 Mar 10, 19:29

liuying♥: btw tagged =DD

4 Mar 10, 19:29

liuying♥: xinyi dun cut le cheer up ok? smile like me okay? ^_^
LOL you also emo , even more emo than me lorh ~ Anyway thanks for tagging :)

4 Mar 10, 20:52

Weilin: XINYI ! Relink me thanks
HELLO CHIOBU =D Relink-ed =D hahas :P

5 Mar 10, 14:44

Jacqueline: We are concern of you!Tell us ur problem.mayb we can help?:)Cheer up.:D

5 Mar 10, 14:43

Jacqueline: CHEER UP!!:) don
Muahaha thanks (: I'll try to stay happy 'kay ? (:

6 Mar 10, 12:00

Siawei: TAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGED ! STAY PRETTY ! (: Love you (: TAGGED !
CHIOBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUu!!!!! Thanks for tagging , I LOVE U TOO ( as a friend ) LOL !

Scars.

2010-03-03T23:07:00.001+08:00

“ I don’t know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too. ”

I finally started cutting myself for real.

Being a real emo .

Should you congratulate me or?

Don't ask me for the reason I cutted myself.

I have to tell you guys honestly that it was just a LAME and CHILDISH reason.

Just another small matter .

I regretted for cutting myself.

Hope it doesn't leave a scar...

P/S: You know how I cutted myself?

With a pen . ( a sharp one of course )

!~ TAG REPLIES ~!

2 Mar 10, 15:24
Angel: TAGGED(: dun emo la(: bad for health lehh=X cheer upss(:
Thanks for tagging (: Hahas xD I'll try to stay happy derh =D

2 Mar 10, 20:02
Jiat: SMILE !! And SORRY!! Today wanted to throw yewhui then accidentally throw till you :X
Hahas (: Btw , nevermind de lah , I know you accidentally derh .... (:

3 Mar 10, 20:49
Veron: Hey whenever you emo, think of the happy times Clique had together !
What makes you happy can make you sad too. (:

3 Mar 10, 21:30
Angel: TAGGED AGAIN(: gosh. STOP EMOING(: i can be ur 3rd shoulder =D HAHHAHAHAHA
Muahaha thank you for always tagging ! :P LOL still can 3rd shoulder xD I can even be your 100th shoulder :P

Cuts & Wounds .

2010-03-01T22:21:00.001+08:00

" I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day. "

Today I emo-ed again .

I really don't know what happened to me these days .

Keep emo and emo over small things.

It makes me think I am such a weakling .

Today's PE lesson totally suck.

That is the time I started to get emo.

Fell down on somewhere in school.

But of couse that isn't the main reason I got upset about.

I ain't gonna said the reason anyway .

Cos it's pointless since nobody really cares.

This is so suck-ish.

I don't wanna be like that either.

But how can I just get rid of the emo-ness that is haunting me ?

Haixx , I felt so lost and helpless in everything.

Sometimes it's so hard to have everything back to what it used to be.

Some had changed so much that I hadly recognise them.

I felt I am such an extra,

no matter in softball or in life.

Why am I being born to this world in the first place?

It's as if I am not welcomed by anyone.

Am I that worthless to everyone of you ?

送我回家的路上
你沉默默不說話

我努力講冷的笑話

我想我明白了吧
你的冷漠會解答
我們之間都在逞強

别说我還會遇到

更好的男孩
你說還是朋友太老派

該分開就分開

谁说我沒長大
谁说我不夠堅強
就算受了傷

也不會害怕

有一天幸福再造訪

谁说我放不下

谁说不能去原諒
雖然有時候

還是會想他
對的人卻在另一个方向

xoxo,
XINYI

!~TAG REPLIES~!

28 Feb 10, 11:00
lucille: YO XINYI! dun emo leh.. must look at the bright side of the future. not the dark side. Anyways, TAGGED!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you :) I'll try to stay happy :) Thanks for tagging :)

28 Feb 10, 11:22
Jiat: then i was like -.-..wtf..
28 Feb 10, 11:22
Jiat:
Lols..i find cut scars very cool also leh (: .. last time i cut my hand
so hard hoping tat the scar will stay..but it just fade off =.=
Hahas I see , LOL mine is only draw de. It will also fade off on the next door LOL

28 Feb 10, 20:12
Serene.: tagg (:
Thank you :)

28 Feb 10, 21:08
Justin: Hello !
Hiies =D

XINYI IS CRAZY . :l

2010-02-27T23:54:00.002+08:00

“ Laughter is the shortest distance between two people. ”

Today I felt much better than yesterday ...

Yesterday tasted like shit .

I was keep "cutting" myself cos I think the "scars" are nice ...

P/S: Is not I really cut myself , I drew it LOL

Yew Hui said they look realistic

Today woke up early in the morning around 6.10am .

Went to have a light breakfast 'cos I gonna jog with cliques at Yishun Park.

When I reached there,

Xueqi , Yew hui came there.

Then followed by Yuxin.

Milky came along with us too

LOL all of them are like so scared of him

He's so active and naughty ...

At first we were jogging around the Yishun Park,

but we stopped and played at the playground instead.

We played the swings and some of the "see-saws" ( I don't know the name of that thing )

But it's very fun !!!

I think it has been so long since I had played the swing

Lol while Yuxin and Yew Hui were swinging ,

I vedio-ed with Yuxin's handphone and interviewed Xue Qi.

The whole conversation is funny LOL

Especially at the back ...

And loads of pictures were taken ...

You can watch he video uploaded by Yuxin at this site -- http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1243932467628&ref=mf

hmm as for the photos , I'll edit it and give you the links next time ...

After jogging , went for tuition

Then go to ah ma house for gathering.

Along the way I met Ms Dora near northpoint !!!

Long time never see her .... !~

When at ah ma house,

Something embarrassing happened to me during the evening.

Not going to say it on blog ...

Signing off .

xoxo,
XINYI

sometimes,
I just felt that,
that I'm not valued by anyone.
Why is the world so unfair?
Why can't everybody treat each other fairly ? :(

TAG REPLIES ~

25 Feb 10, 15:08
Jiat: Come on Oo..cheer up (: Hahas! I bet i am being hated more than u !
No lorh ~ But anyway I'm okay now liaos , thanks (:

25 Feb 10, 17:57
Veron:
Seriously, I think you should just quit your CCA after the match. It
just seemed that you are unhappy in the CCA. But still, the decision
lies on you...
25 Feb 10, 17:57
Veron: Heyy Xinyi ! You're sooooooo EMO ! Cheer uppppp
Sigh , I can't help being emo-ish ): I really don't know what should I do ??? See how bahs ...

25 Feb 10, 21:31
TKK=.=: o.0 emo gia!!!! jkjk, psps long time no tagged le -.-'l|
Hello , you also emo :O anyway thanks for tagging (:

26 Feb 10, 16:35
Sereneee [;: tagged !
thanks =D

26 Feb 10, 17:52
CHAR: Dont emo le !! nothing to emo about should be other ppl emo , u're perfect darling !
Hello thank you for that sweet tag =D but nobody's perfect (: I'll try to cheer up (:

26 Feb 10, 18:25
liuying♥: xinyi!!! dun emo le cos me to cheer you up haha =DD tagged!
Hello =D LOL I hope you're coming to help me , not making it worst >_<'l| Hahas !

26 Feb 10, 21:15
xueqi: tagged
owh , thank you (:

27 Feb 10, 11:49
shaolun: HI
HELLO !!! =D

27 Feb 10, 14:39
xueqi: tagged!!!
Thank you !!! (:

Wound.

2010-02-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

“ Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ”

I was feeling emo-ish yesterday.

I was emo-ing today.

I will be emo-ing tomorrow again.

Why emo?

Sorry don't ask me,

cos I don't know the reason either.

Can somebody help me please?

I think I am too gay to function.

Although nobody ever say this to me,

but I always feels sad over small little things.

This is so childish and gay.

Why am I like that?

I think that's one of the reason people dislikes me.

Haixx

Sometimes people just don't give others a chance.

Humans will changed as time passes by.

Why can't just they give me another second chance to prove that I'm not as bad as they think of ?

Maybe I'm just too bad .

It's just they din't tell me,

that's why I don't know about that.

Why am I so bad?

Am I that bad?

I feel like taking the softball bat and just bang it on my head !!!

Talking about softball,

today's softball training is like so much fun than the previous one.

Maybe it's because of the pitching machine.

Haixx , match is coming up.

Everytime I cannot catch a ball ,

throw a ball or even hit the ball,

I will just feel guilty and said to myself , " I sucks. "

It's so annoying.

I'm so afraid that I'll drag the whole team down.

And the worst thing is if I really dragged them down,

they din't scold or blame me at all.

I'll feel even more guilty.

Haixx

Why am I so lousy in everything ?

Why can't I just be better ?

I know I cannot did it.

I sucks ( again )

I don't wanna care anymore.

I'm not going to CARE .

That's your own business.

I am just going to shut my freaking big mouth.

Haixx, things won't be the same anymore ... :(

xoxo,
XINYI

Tag Replies

21 Feb 10, 01:17
Jiat: Lols! same fate as Milky o.o..cool~ hahas!
Lol hope this won't happened anymore !!! :O

21 Feb 10, 10:51
Veron: Haha, I got the tix thru JJFC. (: Lol, hope you and Milky are alright now.
Woah so good !!! Then did you shout x100 , x100 , x100 ? LOl!!! Anw we are okay now liaos :P

21 Feb 10, 13:12
Jacqueline: So is your dog ok now?:DSee you next sat!:D
Heyy, don't worry he's fine now. But I am not okay :( Anw , seeya soon hahas ;P

21 Feb 10, 15:56
Siawei: HELLOOOOOOO People ! Miss you all loads much hahas , wish to meet you someday (: Teehee .. Ok .. ALl the best and stay pretty ! (: TAGGEDTAGGED !
Hello the super chiobu !!! :D Me too , hope to see you reallll soon !!! Stay pretty too :D and Jiayou :D

21 Feb 10, 16:35
felicia: i want eat mee hun kuay toooooo! :p
21 Feb 10, 16:34
felicia: hihihihihi xinyi!!!!!! HOW'S MILKY AWWWW
Heyyss!!! =D ahah he's okay now (: Please don't worry about him anymore,I'm jealous :P LOL !

22 Feb 10, 16:04
Veron: Yeah, hope to interact with him soon
21 Feb 10, 18:08
Veron: Because its copyright? , they have the right to confiscated if found taking pic/vid
Hihi ~~~ oowhs I see , next time hope you can get a hug from JJ Lin hahahahahaha :D

Torture.

2010-02-21T00:22:00.001+08:00

“ Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood. “

Today Liuying came to my house to pass me my homework.

When she went to see Milky,

Milky gave out a very wierd sound.

It sounds like a cow's "moooooooooooo" .......

I was so shocked 'cos Milky never gave out this type of sound before.

Liu Ying was so shocked that she walked backwards.

Then we settled down to do our work.

But Milky suddenly vomitted and lousai.

Eeew , sticky sticky derh ...

So I cleared up his place.

Then he go and vomit + lousai another time.

I was so shocked and worried .

Milky looks tired and sick.

I called my dad and told him about Milky.

He told me to bring Milky to the clinic myself now.

Actually Milky was sick .

So I hugged him and rushed to the clinic myself as my parents were away.

The vet says he may have not used to the new food we gave him to eat,

or maybe he ate/lick something that is not very clean,

that's why he'll vomit and lousai ...

The vet gave him an injection and taught me how to feed him medicine .

Then I went outside with Milky to wait .

The counter gave me some instructions on the medication .

After that I hugged Milky and went home.

The total cost for the consultation is like $72.90

I cleared up his place again and lay him there.

Soon , he slept liao.

And when he wake up, he looks healthier and active.

Haixx , Milky makes me worried.

Lucky it's just food poisoning .

Duh , both of us got food poisoning .

So "lucky" worr .

Haixx, sometimes I really don't know the reason of people hating me .
They may say they don't really hate me,
maybe it's just because they din't want me to get sad or hurted.
But I would rather hear the truth then being lied by them . ):

xoxo,
XINYI

Tag Replies

18 Feb 10, 19:35
Jiat: !? GOOD POISONING!? What the -.-..
O_____O * don't know what to reply *

18 Feb 10, 19:36
Jiat: Anw..Tagged (: Feel much better liaos ba
Ermm yea , thank you (:

19 Feb 10, 18:00
Jacqueline!: GET well soon!:)<3
hahas , thanks ! :D x3

illness.

2010-02-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

" Any time I got in emotional turmoil, I felt sick all the time, like at any minute I would die. "

Today I am sick.

During recess I bought french-style tuna bun and milo,

the milo tasted normal but the tuna tasted so different than I usually eats.

It is spicy and wierd.

Liu ying also ate the tuna bun.

When we had finished the bun , both of our lips feels very wierd.

Then we go to toilet and wash up.

We went back to our classroom to have lessons.

During science lesson, Ryana asked me why is my face so red.

I din't even noticed that my face is so red.

Then I took the temperature , no fever.

I went to toilet again to wash my face.

But my face is still red

So I went to the General Office and talked to Major Tan what happened to me.

My father came and I went to the clinic to consult the doctor.

The doctor said I have food poisoning then give me an injection.

I acted normal when doctor injects me .

He said if pain just say.

== of course will pain lah .

Is just I acted normal,

if not he want me to shout and scream at him to express how pain am I ?

He asked me, " Is it pain , if pain must say ah "

Then I just told him, "yes it's pain."

This doctor is wierd .

So he prescribed me medicines and give me 2 days MC.

He also told me not to eat seafood ( except fish ) for 1 week.

But I am craving for prawns !!!!

I even requested my mum to get prawns for dinner !!!!

NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU my prawns

ahem okay .

So after eating lunch near the clinic ,

I went back home.

The first thing I do is go to my bedroom and BOMP .

Sleep lerh .

I am freaking tired and my right arm feels so numb ( maybe because of the injection )

After my nap , I did my homework and sleep again.

Then I woke up again and my dad scolded me for not bathing .

He said it's so late and I haven't bathe yet.

Haixx .

K anyway bye.

xoxo,
XINYI

Tag Replies

13 Feb 10, 22:27
Jiat: Hope u will get many many ang bao too
Thank you , I do get a lot of ang baos >:D

16 Feb 10, 16:48
Siawei: OMFG ! XINYI BELATED BIRTHDAY . Fuxnxnznxznxk me forget le .. WTF me la .. Lols ! Sorry hor !!
WOAH, relax chiobu xD It's alright :) ahahs :D

16 Feb 10, 23:03
Justin: Happy Birthday , Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day !
Thank you , but you're late =X Lol nevermind though.

16 Feb 10, 23:03
Justin: Didn't know until i saw ur pm
Owhs .

17 Feb 10, 19:28
Ashish: awesome blog
thank you :)